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OCD makes every waking moment of my life a nightmare, making me doubting everything. Checking the toilet and sink to see if the water is closed for 10 times, washing my hands after touching something, asking myself if I said nasty things to people at work and then trying to remake all the conversation in my head.
I have the impression I steal from stores and then check in my mind if I did something by trying to remember every step. As a statistician, I have the impression that my work is full of mistakes and I check all the calculus and reports 4-5 times and still I'm not sure if it was correct. I fuckin' hate this. On street I have impression I kill/beat people and I get so muuuch anxiety.
It is a terror what I'm living.
I have the impression I steal from stores and then check in my mind if I did something by trying to remember every step. As a statistician, I have the impression that my work is full of mistakes and I check all the calculus and reports 4-5 times and still I'm not sure if it was correct. I fuckin' hate this. On street I have impression I kill/beat people and I get so muuuch anxiety.
It is a terror what I'm living.
