Venting I hate my OCD over my post count

[Misogynist Vegeta]

I always have to end my posts with a number I like but now that I'm approaching 19k all the numbers in the 20ks are numbers I don't like and it's gonna me agony and I feel likes a complete fucking idiot for being so obsessed over a silly a little number yet I feel a compulsion to make it a number I like before I logoff, sometimes I settle like what I'm gonna try to do today but my mind still constantly bothers me about it, It's gonna be hell for me until I get to 30k and 10k posts here took me months, this might be actual agony posting here. Got I hate this OCD if it ain't this it's something else I hate it so much.

If it weren't for this OCD I wouldn't even be on this site I'd still be coping with video games and anime knowing that I'll never get a girl but somehow being ok enough to not be depressed half the time If only the switch that flicked on to make me like this would just flick off just so I can be somewhat normal again. FUCK ME THE MEDS DON'T WORK, NEITHER DOES "THE THERAPY" Nothing has worked, Nothing will work I just have to deal with it IT'S NOT FUCKING FAIR.

I Suppose 18,897 will ok for now...

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Maybe the mods could hide the post count for you.

 

[ChudCrusader]

I always have to end my posts with a number I like but now that I'm approaching 19k all the numbers in the 20ks are numbers I don't like and it's gonna me agony and I feel likes a complete fucking idiot for being so obsessed over a silly a little number yet I feel a compulsion to make it a number I like before I logoff, sometimes I settle like what I'm gonna try to do today but my mind still constantly bothers me about it, It's gonna be hell for me until I get to 30k and 10k posts here took me months, this might be actual agony posting here. Got I hate this OCD if it ain't this it's something else I hate it so much.

If it weren't for this OCD I wouldn't even be on this site I'd still be coping with video games and anime knowing that I'll never get a girl but somehow being ok enough to not be depressed half the time If only the switch that flicked on to make me like this would just flick off just so I can be somewhat normal again. FUCK ME THE MEDS DON'T WORK, NEITHER DOES "THE THERAPY" Nothing has worked, Nothing will work I just have to deal with it IT'S NOT FUCKING FAIR.

I Suppose 18,897 will ok for now...

Faggot ass problem

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

Just think what Goatis says: These are man-made symbols that doesn't even exist in nature. Don't worry too much about it brother

 

[pisser]

Lol feel you, ive been manic as shit and havent slept in days. Truly only downers and some other subtances will keep you regulated.

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

Faggot ass problem

Shut the fuck up GrAY

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

I don't care about my post count, I'm broken person, excluded from soyciety, always and constantly hated and rejected, I have nothing to lose

 

[ChudCrusader]

Shut the fuck up GrAY

Faggot ass problem

 

[nakolas]

Faggot ass problem

Shut the fuck up GrAY