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I hate my mother. But I also feel bad for her, of course. I want her to be happy. Leibniz defines loves as "the pleasure one takes in the happiness and perfection of others". If that is love, then I also love my mother: I want her to be happy. But far away from me. I feel the same about my father (who is already dead). I hope for an afterlife in which they are happy, and I am happy - but without remembering one another. I can remember them, I don't care. But it would be best if they forgot that they ever had me as their son. I just want her gone. I want to be gone. No memories anymore. That's all.