Ribbitfrog
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She forced me to be here. Go Anti-natalism.
Yes, very true. My mother used to criticize my autistic behavior.
She would say "I was 'square' myself as a child, but your behavior is weird. You are w-e-i-r-d", "I'm embarrassed to have a son that 'does this'(Making fidgeting gestures)", "Please! I don't care about your anxiety. Do you want to live on the streets?"(When I was too anxious to leave my room, or In response to her loss of items, which she blamed on me, the most convenient target for her anger)
My mother, as kind as she may be, used to grab me very forcefully(By the neck, as I was fidgeting with items; I would ache from it) and repeatedly tell me "Do you hear me!?! If people see you doing that, they will think you are men-tally retar-ded!" while shaking me and shaking the item near my eyes. She would tell me how embarrassing it is to have an autistic son who fidgets with items as a form of stimulation. Other times, she would hit me. When I said, "Please don't hit me!" once, she started laughing.
Hate my mother too, because of her i dont have a father
IdontKnow45
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