TL;DR: I hate my mom
I really don't get along with my my mom much due to the fact that she's always going up my ass about the littlest of things / shit testing me because I'm not chad. She's always hassling me about when I'm going to start wage slaving again or just bitching at me for not keeping my living space tidy. It's not like I have any friends or a girlfriend who's coming over anytime soon so honestly why does it matter? I'm at this point in my life where I just do not give a fuck at all to be honest. I don't give a fuck about work, I don't give a fuck about finishing my education, and I don't give a fuck about "getting out there" and socializing with normies that will just threat me like garbage like they always have. I don't give a fuck about appeasing my parents and I certainly don't give a fuck about long term career plans so I can beta-bux some used up whore like my dad did. I'm a genetic dead end and I'd honestly prefer to just LDAR in peace but my mentally ill mother just can't get over the fact that she gave birth to a sub8 that will amount to nothing at all.
On the bright side me and my dad get along a lot better. I believe this is because we look and act a lot alike so I think he sort of understands how shitty life is for people like me. I really don't understand why my dad's always making excuses for my mom and defending her by saying how she has it so hard and whatnot. She literally lost her virginity at 15 and was consistently going to parties and has always had friends since she was pretty young. I on the other hand have never been invited to a party, never really had a girlfriend, and have never really consistently had friends (except for online.) Fast forward to the present and I'm an alcoholic adult male who lives with his parents still while all my peers are in uni partying and experiencing intimacy and shit. How on Earth is someone like my mom supposed to relate with someone like me at all? She literally lives on tutorial mode and has absolutely no idea what social ostracism is. IF YOU'RE READING THIS MOM GO FUCK YOURSELF.
I really don't get along with my my mom much due to the fact that she's always going up my ass about the littlest of things / shit testing me because I'm not chad. She's always hassling me about when I'm going to start wage slaving again or just bitching at me for not keeping my living space tidy. It's not like I have any friends or a girlfriend who's coming over anytime soon so honestly why does it matter? I'm at this point in my life where I just do not give a fuck at all to be honest. I don't give a fuck about work, I don't give a fuck about finishing my education, and I don't give a fuck about "getting out there" and socializing with normies that will just threat me like garbage like they always have. I don't give a fuck about appeasing my parents and I certainly don't give a fuck about long term career plans so I can beta-bux some used up whore like my dad did. I'm a genetic dead end and I'd honestly prefer to just LDAR in peace but my mentally ill mother just can't get over the fact that she gave birth to a sub8 that will amount to nothing at all.
On the bright side me and my dad get along a lot better. I believe this is because we look and act a lot alike so I think he sort of understands how shitty life is for people like me. I really don't understand why my dad's always making excuses for my mom and defending her by saying how she has it so hard and whatnot. She literally lost her virginity at 15 and was consistently going to parties and has always had friends since she was pretty young. I on the other hand have never been invited to a party, never really had a girlfriend, and have never really consistently had friends (except for online.) Fast forward to the present and I'm an alcoholic adult male who lives with his parents still while all my peers are in uni partying and experiencing intimacy and shit. How on Earth is someone like my mom supposed to relate with someone like me at all? She literally lives on tutorial mode and has absolutely no idea what social ostracism is. IF YOU'RE READING THIS MOM GO FUCK YOURSELF.
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