I hate my life, but it's still better than what it will be in the future

[Deleted member 7448]

The worst part about hating my life is the fact that I always hated it when it was better than what the future would bring. I hate it in highschool, hated it more in college, hate it more now.

I'm 25 and thinks are going to just get worse than ever. I'm pretty fucking dumb, I have no skills whatsoever and a useless fucking degree, I live in a country where the wages are fucking pitiful (if you make 250$ a month you're doing well), I'm balding, fat, a khv, no connections or friends, embarrassed myself publicly many times cause I was an alcoholic for 2 years, now my health is ruined and my pancreas is fucked.

I already know how my life is going to go. I'm going to work ~40 hours + weeks for shitty pay, I'm not going to be able to save very much money. I'm never going to make friends cause I don't like people and being outside is both boring and anxiety-inducing for me. Logically, I'm never going to have a girlfriend, and even if I somehow get one, I'll fucking hate it cause it's definitely not gonna be some attractive woman, and all women are cunts who drain the soul out of you anyway so I don't fucking need one anyway.

I'm going to slowly rot, going through the motions and surviving, getting older, weaker and more exhausted, without the courage of actually killing myself.

 

[IsolationHurts]

I can relate.... I could have wrote this. Live with my parents, useles degree, no useful skills whatsoever, khv, no friends, suicidal thoughts....
Worst case scenario, my parents throw me away and i become another ugly mental homeless males in my town. Hopefully kill myself before i get raped one night while sleeping in the streets....
Best case scenario i can finally get a job and at least lose my virginity before killing myself. Not gonna be a wageslave for the rest of my life if i cant affort at least one bitch every week, a good sexdoll and VR porn, and that seems expensive, so probably roping soon after getting a job anyway.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I can relate.... I could have wrote this. Live with my parents, useles degree, no useful skills whatsoever, khv, no friends, suicidal thoughts....
Worst case scenario, my parents throw me away and i become another ugly mental homeless males in my town. Hopefully kill myself before i get raped one night while sleeping in the streets....
Best case scenario i can finally get a job and at least lose my virginity before killing myself. Not gonna be a wageslave for the rest of my life if i cant affort at least one bitch every week, a good sexdoll and VR porn, and that seems expensive, so probably roping soon after getting a job anyway.

Damn, the living with the parents part. I'm living with my parents too and it's soul-crushing. I feel like I'm a kid with adult problems. Absolutely disgusting being.

 

[23yearsanincel]

"...every single day of my life has been worse than the day before it. So that means that every single day that you see me, that's on the worst day of my life."- from office space

 

[Deleted member 7448]

"...every single day of my life has been worse than the day before it. So that means that every single day that you see me, that's on the worst day of my life."- from office space

23 years old huh? Yeah it's over for you too buddy. Honestly, it's all downhill for us. What the fuck kind of life is this? Just slaving away to survive.

 

[Izayacel]

23 years old huh? Yeah it's over for you too buddy. Honestly, it's all downhill for us. What the fuck kind of life is this? Just slaving away to survive.

im neeting now refuse to be a wagecuck i legit telled myself i rather die then be a workhorse cog in the machine
you lern the ways to get money but its still not quite that much,
you should go outside once in a while or you may get some bs thoughts
like i was near sleeping and then i shortdreamed that my mother watches me with the door open, like wtf

gonna get big copes again soon tho

 

[23yearsanincel]

23 years old huh? Yeah it's over for you too buddy. Honestly, it's all downhill for us. What the fuck kind of life is this? Just slaving away to survive.

Thankfully I'm NEET master race soz if you gotta wageslave brother. I'll choose the rope instead of working when the time comes.

 

[Izayacel]

Thankfully I'm NEET master race soz if you gotta wageslave brother. I'll choose the rope instead of working when the time comes.

same

writing that word was kinda hard but wagecuckig isnt fun just lol at, work hard bro, cucks get born rich and chads have familys that are wealthy and they build something from that standpoint

 

[Deleted member 7448]

im neeting now refuse to be a wagecuck i legit telled myself i rather die then be a workhorse cog in the machine
you lern the ways to get money but its still not quite that much,
you should go outside once in a while or you may get some bs thoughts
like i was near sleeping and then i shortdreamed that my mother watches me with the door open, like wtf

gonna get big copes again soon tho

Well, good thing you can get around working. But my parents are old and sick and there's no welfare in my country so I have to work unfortunately.