SuicideFuel I hate it here, and I hate myself.

[Deleted member 20434]

I’m so sick and tired of my being here. I’m so sick and tired of being rejected, outcasted, bullied, and belittled from society. I feel like Job from the Bible, but without the crappy wife or “friends” that left him behind. I have no friends, and the only time I’m spoken to, the conversations are cliche, or belittling me in some way, shape, or form. I just want to give in, and sell my soul off to the devil sometimes because of how shitty my life is. Maybe it’s because I’m 16, but I’ve been experiencing this treatment since I was 6 or 8; being choked out by my dad, slashed in the face, having hot water poured down my shirt, and more. Fuck me.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

There's nothing u can rlly do man apart from find good copes

 

[Deleted member 20434]

There's nothing u can rlly do man apart from find good copes

I am picking up a Bible today that I found, but I’ve no motivation to read it.

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

I mean if you hate here you can leave. Nothings stopping you. Only thing you lose is a good cope and rant outlet, you'll still be ugly asf

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I am picking up a Bible today that I found, but I’ve no motivation to read it.

Y u reading bible?

 

[HeebJesus]

Maybe it’s because I’m 16, but I’ve been experiencing this treatment since I was 6 or 8; being choked out by my dad, slashed in the face, having hot water poured down my shirt, and more. Fuck me.

Fuck you? Don’t you mean fuck your environment? Your father sounds like trash, and I know you’re only 16, but calm down on yourself. I’m 21, but I guarantee you it is far more over for me than you. I’ve got five years until I’m a truecel (26 year old virgin), and unless a miracle happens, I’m gonna be a virgin by age 30. Now I’m obviously not belittling you or what you’re going through, but I’ve been through very similar, so I know where you’re coming from. I hope you can get through this. God has your back.

 

[Deleted member 20434]

Fuck you? Don’t you mean fuck your environment? Your father sounds like trash, and I know you’re only 16, but calm down on yourself. I’m 21, but I guarantee you it is far more over for me than you. I’ve got five years until I’m a truecel (26 year old virgin), and unless a miracle happens, I’m gonna be a virgin by age 30. Now I’m obviously not belittling you or what you’re going through, but I’ve been through very similar, so I know where you’re coming from. I hope you can get through this. God has your back.

That’s what scares me the most. Just the other day I was 13, 10, and so on. In 2 years I’ll be off to college to, most likely, experience more torment. It scares me. I don’t know what to do. I just need some sort of guidance or something.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Ur only 16 and a reason you feel like this is cuz of Ur parents so there's a chance u ain't incel

 

[Deleted member 20659]

16 was my prime age. Studymaxx everything will be fine, if you have high iq

 

[HeebJesus]

That’s what scares me the most. Just the other day I was 13, 10, and so on. In 2 years I’ll be off to college to, most likely, experience more torment. It scares me. I don’t know what to do. I just need some sort of guidance or something.

I remember when I was 16. That was back in 2014, around the same time ER snapped. At the time, I identified with his frustration especially after getting friendzoned by that one girl and having that other girl ghost me too. So yeah, I understand you.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Life turned shit for me after 14

 

[nihility]

Cope today rope tomorrow
Read this everyday

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Cope today rope tomorrow
Read this everyday

 

[Deleted member 21760]

If you're 16 and have never had a gf then you're an incel. I realized I'm an incel at the age of 14. We are all living miserable lifes dude. At least you don't rely on medication to live... Pretty much all incels have experienced bullying, mockery, loneliness, depressions, suicidal thoughts,you name it. The quality of life is determined by your looks even with the closest members (for my case my sisters)...

 

[Deleted member 22572]

If you're 16 and have never had a gf then you're an incel. I realized I'm an incel at the age of 14. We are living a miserable life dude. At least you don't relay on medication to live... Pretty much all incels have experienced bullying, mockery, loneliness, depressions, suicidal thoughts,you name it. The quality of life is determined by your looks even with the closest members (for my case my sisters)...

I realized at 14 too

 

[Cognitive]

I like it here, but I would like it more if I wasnt here and had a gf

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I like it here, but I would like it more if I wasnt here and had a gf

This

 

[Cognitive]

This

High IQ

 

[Deleted member 22572]

High IQ

Thanks

 

[Cognitive]

Thanks

Your welcome.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Your welcome.

No problem

 

[Cognitive]

No problem

I agree

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I agree

My pleasure

 

[Deleted member 21760]

I realized at 14 too

I know I know... Most humans start experiencing attention, love and compliments from the other sex at the age of 12 to 14. If you're ignored by foids at that age or, worse, ridiculed and bullied by them then there are high chances you're an incel. Rare are those who become sexually active and start dating in young adulthood (18 to 21). In fact, if foids didn't like you when you were a teen and start all of a sudden talking and interested to you in your young adulthood years, you have to consider this as a miracle.

 

[Cognitive]

I know I know... Most humans start experiencing attention, love and compliments from the other sex at the age of 12 to 14. If you're ignored by foids at that age or, worse, ridiculed and bullied by them then there are high chances you're an incel. Rare are those who become sexually active and start dating in young adulthood (18 to 21). In fact, if foids didn't like you when you were a teen and start all of a sudden talking and interested to you in your young adulthood years, you have to consider this a as miracle.

I wasn't very social ever, but I was at my most ostracized during age 12-14, I think you may have a point OP

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I was at my most ostracized during age 12-14

For me it was 14-16 and rn I'm being treated like shit too

 

[Deleted member 21760]

I wasn't very social ever, but I was at my most ostracized during age 12-14, I think you may have a point OP

Being very social depends on how society treats you, my friend. If you are bombared with compliments about your looks and people treat you nicely and everyone wants to be your friend and foids are attracted to you, there is no way to be socially anxious or introverted. Being a loner or socially anxious is the result of traumas (social rejections, bullying, etc.).

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Being very social depends on how society treats you, my friend. If you are bombared with compliments about your looks and people treat you nicely and everyone wants to be your friend and foids are attracted to you, there is no way to be socially anxious or introverted. Being a loner or socially anxious is the result of traumas (social rejections, bullying, etc.).

I went from being very extroverted to the complete opposite

 

[Deleted member 20811]

I know I know... Most humans start experiencing attention, love and compliments from the other sex at the age of 12 to 14. If you're ignored by foids at that age or, worse, ridiculed and bullied by them then there are high chances you're an incel. Rare are those who become sexually active and start dating in young adulthood (18 to 21). In fact, if foids didn't like you when you were a teen and start all of a sudden talking and interested to you in your young adulthood years, you have to consider this as a miracle.

Yeah foids at school ignore me as well. If they dont like me at 17, why would they like me at 25?

 

[Deleted member 21760]

I went from being very extroverted to the complete opposite

Same here. As a young kid I was extremely extroverted, now, I cannot even look in people's eyes or ask someone about the nearest restroom even if the person is just an ulgy incel like me. Life is cruel.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Same here. As a young kid I was extremely extroverted, now, I cannot even look in people's eyes or ask someone about the nearest restroom even if the person is just an ulgy incel like me. Life is cruel.

Yep. I'm the exact same rn

 

[Deleted member 21760]

Yeah foids at school ignore me as well. If they dont like me at 17, why would they like me at 25?

It's over for you if you're 25. You have more in common with elderly people than with foids and guys in their teens or young adulthood (I mean from 18 to 22/23).

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I like it here, but I would like it more if I wasnt here and had a gf

Same

 

[Deleted member 20434]

16 was my prime age. Studymaxx everything will be fine, if you have high iq

I don’t want to be a betabuxxer

Same here. As a young kid I was extremely extroverted, now, I cannot even look in people's eyes or ask someone about the nearest restroom even if the person is just an ulgy incel like me. Life is cruel.

same. I used to be very very extroverted, and can be if I’m around the right people.

 

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