Blackpill I hate how boring life is

[Icarus]

The days just drag man.

Half the time I have to constantly be shoving food in my mouth or watching something on youtube.

What is there to do when everyday is just rotting in my room?

And wageslavery isn't much better because then all of your time is taken away from you.

There really is no winning in life. Everything is mind numbingly boring.

I guess I need to set some goals for myself, but at the end of the day it all just feels like cope.

Having to distract myself constantly because life feels like it's meaningless.

 

[Dead End]

Well put. There's nothing to live for, I just wish I had the courage to kill myself.

 

[Max Doltman]

unatractive ? stupid ? both? hell

 

[lugubriouseanastar]

There's nothing to live for, I just wish I had the courage to kill myself.

 

[Shark]

No genes no life

 

[Icarus]

Well put. There's nothing to live for, I just wish I had the courage to kill myself.

Same

 

[Icarus]

unatractive ? stupid ? both? hell

 

[Icarus]

No genes no life

Trvth nvke

 

[zd60]

I hate it too thats why i distract my mind with endless shit and drugs like im doing all the time, its morphine tonight might drink tomorrow whatever distracts my mind till death

 

[Cuckoja]

Go wageslave trust me, and not even for the money, at least you dont think as much about miserable existence. You work half the day and sleep over the other half. For me life has become constant stress again. Nothing works, nothing goes my way, all doubts and failures. Obsessed with things ill never have.

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

Go wageslave trust me, and not even for the money, at least you dont think as much about miserable existence. You work half the day and sleep over the other half. For me life has become constant stress again. Nothing works, nothing goes my way, all doubts and failures. Obsessed with things ill never have.

You wake up alongside all other workers from your shift in a collective sleeping room. Together you move to canteen in identical, learned movements. You eat together going as far as lifting spoonfuls of identical food at the same time as everyone else. Then you go to the factory. You do your job in a well defined manner, you always know what it is to do and what exact movements you are to do down to position of limbs. During work you listen to music or poetry designed to get you into proper rhythm. Everything is part of this rhythm. It is more natural to you than your own breath. It's the heartbeat of the machine you are a cog in. It's the voice of God. You of course don't just work. You are given proper entertainment. Collectively you are taken to see movies or take part in group activities. But everything you do (aside of defecating I guess) you do as a part of the collective. You don't exist as an atomised individual anymore. You are a part of something greater. You are free from worry about your own life. You are just expected to do what you are told and reap the rewards. Hunger, fear, loneliness? Those are things that no longer are a part of vocabulary. Every tear is wiped by the allmighty Machine. Future doesn't worry you. You had seen the future at it is Us.

 

[Cuckoja]

You wake up alongside all other workers from your shift in a collective sleeping room. Together you move to canteen in identical, learned movements. You eat together going as far as lifting spoonfuls of identical food at the same time as everyone else. Then you go to the factory. You do your job in a well defined manner, you always know what it is to do and what exact movements you are to do down to position of limbs. During work you listen to music or poetry designed to get you into proper rhythm. Everything is part of this rhythm. It is more natural to you than your own breath. It's the heartbeat of the machine you are a cog in. It's the voice of God. You of course don't just work. You are given proper entertainment. Collectively you are taken to see movies or take part in group activities. But everything you do (aside of defecating I guess) you do as a part of the collective. You don't exist as an atomised individual anymore. You are a part of something greater. You are free from worry about your own life. You are just expected to do what you are told and reap the rewards. Hunger, fear, loneliness? Those are things that no longer are a part of vocabulary. Every tear is wiped by the allmighty Machine. Future doesn't worry you. You had seen the future at it is Us.
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Some parts are relatable . I work completely alone, grindind sugar into powder, grinding poppy seeds, making whipping cream powder and so on. It pays miserably but at least im alone.

 

[TheRotKing]

You wake up alongside all other workers from your shift in a collective sleeping room. Together you move to canteen in identical, learned movements. You eat together going as far as lifting spoonfuls of identical food at the same time as everyone else. Then you go to the factory. You do your job in a well defined manner, you always know what it is to do and what exact movements you are to do down to position of limbs. During work you listen to music or poetry designed to get you into proper rhythm. Everything is part of this rhythm. It is more natural to you than your own breath. It's the heartbeat of the machine you are a cog in. It's the voice of God. You of course don't just work. You are given proper entertainment. Collectively you are taken to see movies or take part in group activities. But everything you do (aside of defecating I guess) you do as a part of the collective. You don't exist as an atomised individual anymore. You are a part of something greater. You are free from worry about your own life. You are just expected to do what you are told and reap the rewards. Hunger, fear, loneliness? Those are things that no longer are a part of vocabulary. Every tear is wiped by the allmighty Machine. Future doesn't worry you. You had seen the future at it is Us.
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[SteelCentaur]

Brutal boredompill. Nothing ever happens.

 

[Icarus]

I hate it too thats why i distract my mind with endless shit and drugs like im doing all the time, its morphine tonight might drink tomorrow whatever distracts my mind till death

I hope you have a good night fren

 

[Icarus]

Go wageslave trust me, and not even for the money, at least you dont think as much about miserable existence. You work half the day and sleep over the other half. For me life has become constant stress again. Nothing works, nothing goes my way, all doubts and failures. Obsessed with things ill never have.

I have to lose some weight before I can tbh. I'm beyond out of shape. I realize that I'm gonna have to though eventually. My mental health has just been fucked lately.

 

[zd60]

I hope you have a good night fren

you to brocel

 

[Icarus]

You wake up alongside all other workers from your shift in a collective sleeping room. Together you move to canteen in identical, learned movements. You eat together going as far as lifting spoonfuls of identical food at the same time as everyone else. Then you go to the factory. You do your job in a well defined manner, you always know what it is to do and what exact movements you are to do down to position of limbs. During work you listen to music or poetry designed to get you into proper rhythm. Everything is part of this rhythm. It is more natural to you than your own breath. It's the heartbeat of the machine you are a cog in. It's the voice of God. You of course don't just work. You are given proper entertainment. Collectively you are taken to see movies or take part in group activities. But everything you do (aside of defecating I guess) you do as a part of the collective. You don't exist as an atomised individual anymore. You are a part of something greater. You are free from worry about your own life. You are just expected to do what you are told and reap the rewards. Hunger, fear, loneliness? Those are things that no longer are a part of vocabulary. Every tear is wiped by the allmighty Machine. Future doesn't worry you. You had seen the future at it is Us.
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So pretty much work is just cope

 

[Icarus]

Brutal boredompill. Nothing ever happens.

 

[Cuckoja]

I have to lose some weight before I can tbh. I'm beyond out of shape. I realize that I'm gonna have to though eventually. My mental health has just been fucked lately.

Jobs are also excellent way to lose weight also, as youre on your feet and moving, depending on the job and you dont have the time to eat. Best way to lose weight is to go for long walks.

 

[Icarus]

Jobs are also excellent way to lose weight also, as youre on your feet and moving, depending on the job and you dont have the time to eat. Best way to lose weight is to go for long walks.

I'm gonna start doing the elliptical again. It does improve my mood as well, so it won't be completely pointless.

 

[Cuckoja]

I'm gonna start doing the elliptical again. It does improve my mood as well, so it won't be completely pointless.

its hard to do anything when you feel like dying all the fucking time. I forgot how its like feeling alive. I regret ever starting to talk to e girls, it only brings pain and misery once you realize how worthless and replacable you are, and not even by chads, but from another incels. Being mogged by other incels hurts on deeper lvl. Once you run out of free trial, goodbye inkwell.

 

[Icarus]

its hard to do anything when you feel like dying all the fucking time. I forgot how its like feeling alive. I regret ever starting to talk to e girls, it only brings pain and misery once you realize how worthless and replacable you are, and not even by chads, but from another incels. Being mogged by other incels hurts on deeper lvl. Once you run out of free trial, goodbye inkwell.

Ye I would just avoid them all together brocel

They'll just use you as an emotional tampon and lead you on with false hopes and promises.

It isn't worth having to fight over someone like that. Especially some used up roastie who genuinely has no personality to begin with.

 

[Super Nigger Boy]

No genes no life

 

[psycho123]

Brutal boredompill. Nothing ever happens.

 

[samsara]

 

[Runt171]

I have to lose some weight before I can tbh. I'm beyond out of shape. I realize that I'm gonna have to though eventually. My mental health has just been fucked lately.

Theres drugs you can take to lower appetite so that should make it easier

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

No genes no life

 

[Icarus]

 

[Icarus]

Theres drugs you can take to lower appetite so that should make it easier

Ye smoking seems to help me feel less hungry

 

[Runt171]

Ye smoking seems to help me feel less hungry

Theres ones that are made for it specifically
I dont remember the name though

 

[xxectrapieces]

Well put. There's nothing to live for, I just wish I had the courage to kill myself.

 

[Orbiter]

it only gets worse with time

 

[Icarus]

it only gets worse with time

that's why I'm more then likely just gonna rope within the next few years. I have no desire to make it to my 30s.

 

[Vector2800]

It’s so slow and oppressive. Oppressive is the only way to describe life.

 

[Clavicus Vile]

Yeah, this is why I’m constantly trying to find new shows to binge watch, long shows too.

 

[Icarus]

It’s so slow and oppressive. Oppressive is the only way to describe life.

It's very draining

 

[Icarus]

Yeah, this is why I’m constantly trying to find new shows to binge watch, long shows too.

fair tbh

Movies and TV shows are based

 

[WastedPotential]

The days just drag man.

Half the time I have to constantly be shoving food in my mouth or watching something on youtube.

What is there to do when everyday is just rotting in my room?

And wageslavery isn't much better because then all of your time is taken away from you.

There really is no winning in life. Everything is mind numbingly boring.

I guess I need to set some goals for myself, but at the end of the day it all just feels like cope.

Having to distract myself constantly because life feels like it's meaningless.

whenever I try to put goals for myself, I'll write it down somewhere and I'll find it a few months later, completely forgotten. I don't have the will to maintain any good habits. I'm just stuck in an endless loop. But it can't go on forever. One day my parents will not be here anymore and I'm left to fend for myself. I dread that day.

 

[Icarus]

whenever I try to put goals for myself, I'll write it down somewhere and I'll find it a few months later, completely forgotten. I don't have the will to maintain any good habits. I'm just stuck in an endless loop. But it can't go on forever. One day my parents will not be here anymore and I'm left to fend for myself. I dread that day.

When that day comes I will more then likely rope