It is always like this. These types of girls that pretend and show off that they are more reserved than others are just the same, none of them are any good and when they notice you wanted something with them, they rejoice in your frustration and sadness. Remember: While you are texting ANY girl, there are a bunch of others texting her as well, know that so you dont develop fantasies just because she texted you or even was nice to you in person. It still hurts even if you didnt had neither of those still.
The worst part, DEFINITELY, is knowing that the girl you were extremely attracted and pictured to do and have somethig with her was, is and will be giving herself to the pleasures of another, he will be touching, smelling, licking, kissing, sucking and fucking her, not you, despite you wanting it so much and knowing that you would be a great boyfriend for her if she really liked you....
Just have to move on. It is what it is. Such is the life of an adult incel.
The worst part, DEFINITELY, is knowing that the girl you were extremely attracted and pictured to do and have somethig with her was, is and will be giving herself to the pleasures of another, he will be touching, smelling, licking, kissing, sucking and fucking her, not you, despite you wanting it so much and knowing that you would be a great boyfriend for her if she really liked you....
Just have to move on. It is what it is. Such is the life of an adult incel.
