So for around the past 2 months or so, I've been hanging out with these friends of mine, and occasionally, we smoke cigarettes. My friend gets them from another friend's cousin. Smoking cigs with friends is unironically hopefuel for me these days lmfao. It's one of the very few things that I look forward to.
Now, I'm gonna be 21 myself in September, and although I'm kinda excited for that, since from then on, I'll be able to have cigarettes whenever I want, I imagine having to go up to the cashier, asking for Marlboro Red's, and then him looking at my baby face and then laughing at me or having an aggressive look on his face, thinking that I'm lying or being deceiving. I don't know, maybe I'm being paranoid over nothing, but my face has always brought problems all my life. I'm so skinny, actually kinda fit as a matter of fact, and yet, my face is chubby like a chipmunk's and my jaw is all fucked up.
Now, I'm gonna be 21 myself in September, and although I'm kinda excited for that, since from then on, I'll be able to have cigarettes whenever I want, I imagine having to go up to the cashier, asking for Marlboro Red's, and then him looking at my baby face and then laughing at me or having an aggressive look on his face, thinking that I'm lying or being deceiving. I don't know, maybe I'm being paranoid over nothing, but my face has always brought problems all my life. I'm so skinny, actually kinda fit as a matter of fact, and yet, my face is chubby like a chipmunk's and my jaw is all fucked up.
