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I'm anxietycel and it's an absolute nightmare for me.
I hate the awkward conversations, ordering my food in front of everyone else, and seeing all the young people with attractive partners/friends. I hate getting treated like crap by slutty waitresses. I hate forcing myself to eat even though I feel sick. It's one of the worst situations for me.
Why is eating even considered a social activity? Tonight made me realize I'll never be normal. I just don't see the fun in this. Fucking waste of money tbh. And to think, this is one of the most common dating activities.
IT'S OVER.
I hate the awkward conversations, ordering my food in front of everyone else, and seeing all the young people with attractive partners/friends. I hate getting treated like crap by slutty waitresses. I hate forcing myself to eat even though I feel sick. It's one of the worst situations for me.
Why is eating even considered a social activity? Tonight made me realize I'll never be normal. I just don't see the fun in this. Fucking waste of money tbh. And to think, this is one of the most common dating activities.
IT'S OVER.