Venting I hate being autistic

[Readytodie]

Every interaction I have is so exhausting I’m constantly faking and putting on an act to seem normal so I don’t get judged or made fun of, I just feel like such a waste of space, every choice I make is somehow the wrong choice. I’m genuinely the biggest fuck up ever and everyone knows it even if they don’t say it and I can’t even function properly enough to pick myself out of this mess, I just wish I was never born

 

[autisticsoy]

I feel you man its exhausting to do. Every action that a normie does without thinking so much its the opposite for us not knowing what to do or say properly and its just gonna get worse.

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

I hate it too.

 

[Lilwonkycliffy53]

Every interaction I have is so exhausting I’m constantly faking and putting on an act to seem normal so I don’t get judged or made fun of, I just feel like such a waste of space, every choice I make is somehow the wrong choice. I’m genuinely the biggest fuck up ever and everyone knows it even if they don’t say it and I can’t even function properly enough to pick myself out of this mess, I just wish I was never born

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

I just wish I was never born

Me too. Normie soyciety is hard to understand.

 

[goy]

I hate and love it, I'm happy sometimes, but all of sudden i realized, that I'm not like an ordinary person, I can't keep long convos and it sucks, no one likes me and making friends is hard. I wish it was easy just like those NT 's saying that it is.