Serious I had these short (week long) episodes when I was motivated to work out, work on myself, etc. to get a gf (coping, I always knew). Now I'm giving up..

[The Wolf]

I won't work out anymore (I never really did jfl but planned to), I won't pay attention to what I eat, I'm letting myself go. In a weird and sad way, it feels "good"

 

[Bianor]

I won't work out anymore (I never really did jfl but planned to), I won't pay attention to what I eat, I'm letting myself go. In a weird and sad way, it feels "good"

Do whatever makes you feel better

 

[The Wolf]

Do whatever makes you feel better

Working out and improving my diet would maybe make me feel better but I know both are just cope in my case. I'm short and much worse, I have a very very strange face. Even my parents always knew it was over/never began. I feel dumb working out. It really is over, in fact it never began. Sad.