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...where I used to run out of the class when I heard some bad noise.
People around me looked me like an alien or like I was just acting.
I was isolated and gymcel.at the time with no friends; I was the laughing stock of the class because I was too aware and I walked with gymcel posture with arm flexed and pushed on my body.
Also I always checked in the mirror/phone and you can'lt act like this even if you're an 8/10...( I'm 2.5PSL and 5'8").
Also I was obsessed with hair and sometime I cut my hair leaving some bald patches on my head.
Also I was nervous smiling all the time even if there wasn't anything funny; the first year I had some episodea where I had uncontrollable laughter for stupid reason...I couldn't resist from laughing.
Also when people talked to me I wasn't quick in replying and I looked at them.with a blank stare.
Therapist told me its not autism but just OCD; I really don't know but I feel depressed to look at others lives.
People around me looked me like an alien or like I was just acting.
I was isolated and gymcel.at the time with no friends; I was the laughing stock of the class because I was too aware and I walked with gymcel posture with arm flexed and pushed on my body.
Also I always checked in the mirror/phone and you can'lt act like this even if you're an 8/10...( I'm 2.5PSL and 5'8").
Also I was obsessed with hair and sometime I cut my hair leaving some bald patches on my head.
Also I was nervous smiling all the time even if there wasn't anything funny; the first year I had some episodea where I had uncontrollable laughter for stupid reason...I couldn't resist from laughing.
Also when people talked to me I wasn't quick in replying and I looked at them.with a blank stare.
Therapist told me its not autism but just OCD; I really don't know but I feel depressed to look at others lives.