universallyabhorred
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That's why puberty destroyed me low testosterone and high cortisol. Based on my body, height, frame, hand and wrist size I had a very high amount of prenatal testosterone exposure. As a 6 year old kid my hands were one of the biggest in the school almost as big as my principal who was a short black woman, I could play tug-of war and win any team, so all the kids wanted me on their team for the game, even though they generally ostracized me outside of it. I was always at least 2 or 3 inches taller than my peers in height. As an adult my voice is higher pitched than average, I am barely average height, my muscle strength is nothing to brag about and I easily gain weight and have trouble losing it. The explanation is that being exposed to low amounts of testosterone and high amounts of cortisol made me an incel in looks, masculinity and everything else as an adult.