Story I had ED in my dreams

[Deleted member 24297]

Last night I dreamt friends felt sorry for me and ordered 2 hookers to my house.

Before the hookers were called I took magic mushrooms and demons clouded my vision showing all kinds of illusionary images so that I couldnt see what was in front of me. One friend gave me advice on how to remove the demonic influence on my vision. I walked to an old farmers truck and after that I blacked out suddently being in my old childhood home where some friends and shadows were. They felt bad for me never having sex so they called two hookers. When the two arrived they made some down to earth small talk with me and then one of them started blowing me. I was so flabbergasted and could not believe this was really happening. I just was in such intense shock I only got a semi hardon. Felt like I was gonna faint from the shock.

After the BJ one hooker gave me her phonenumber and I thanked her and said I would call her again soon. I fell in love with the hooker. Then she asked me: "youre not one of those clients thats gonna hit on me or make chitchat right?"

"n..no ofcourse not hehe" I replied as I realized I was just a client and its strictly business and mechanical.

I became depressed and then I woke up.

Jfl my selfesteem is so low that I can not even imagine hookers blowing me unenthusiasticly in my dreams.

 

[Deleted member 21768]

Not even a gf in your dream. You had to get hookers. When it gets to the point that you're like that in your dreams that's beyond over.
That's a form of ascension. Ascended overism. Can't get lower than that.

 

[Lebensmüder]

Last night I dreamt friends felt sorry for me and ordered 2 hookers to my house.

Before the hookers were called I took magic mushrooms and demons clouded my vision showing all kinds of illusionary images so that I couldnt see what was in front of me. One friend gave me advice on how to remove the demonic influence on my vision. I walked to an old farmers truck and after that I blacked out suddently being in my old childhood home where some friends and shadows were. They felt bad for me never having sex so they called two hookers. When the two arrived they made some down to earth small talk with me and then one of them started blowing me. I was so flabbergasted and could not believe this was really happening. I just was in such intense shock I only got a semi hardon. Felt like I was gonna faint from the shock.

After the BJ one hooker gave me her phonenumber and I thanked her and said I would call her again soon. I fell in love with the hooker. Then she asked me: "youre not one of those clients thats gonna hit on me or make chitchat right?"

"n..no ofcourse not hehe" I replied as I realized I was just a client and its strictly business and mechanical.

I became depressed and then I woke up.

Jfl my selfesteem is so low that I can not even imagine hookers blowing me unenthusiasticly in my dreams.

Brutal. F, man. Have had some pretty weird dreams of humiliation (like failing exams, getting exposed for doing morally reprehensive/humiliating stuff, being humiliated in class, being sexually humiliated) too (apart from stereotypical nightmares like drowning/being strangled/being watched in my sleep/getting buried alive).

Sometimes the dreams are extremely weird. As a child I dreamt of one apartment building always where I was shown some boxes with animals -especially Kingsnakes- in them by a girl, owning the hotel from Super Mario Sunshine, building a shark tank, getting bullied in class due to being naked/drawing dicks/other symbols, etc. Now my dreams mostly center around being watched, but they rarely happen.