Julian from "A Clockwork Orange." Don't ask me why. Maybe subconsciously I see him as a protector of cucks.
Anyway, the FBI inserted him as a mod, and he turned this site into shit. "Toxicity" was no longer tolerated here, and this entire place became pointless. There was nowhere left on the internet to turn to, and eventually I was forced back into a shitty self-improvement meme cycle. I eventually found myself trying to get a mail order bride from Africa even. So there I was married (for now), ascended, but at the end of the day unhappy. unhappy because this healthy performative me, isn't the real me. The 'me' Julian took away.
We want ascension, and scream about it, but deep down inside, we all know it won't save something broken inside us at our core.
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