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I dreamed I was staring into the mirror and instead of my usual fucked up face, I was pretty, and strangely, I was a girl.
I looked like this a blend between this girl:
And the pretty one in the blue shirt on the left bottom here:
I had blondish/brown hair with some little freckles and two pigtails. BROAD smile with beautiful teeth/gums/jaw. Perfect facial harmony. 8+/10.
It was the most surreal feeling.
I didn't actually care about being a girl. It literally didn't matter to me one way or another. I'm surprised in retrospect that didn't matter. I just felt so much PEACE seeing a beautiful face looking back at me. I was smiling. My face was so symmetric and harmonious and well developed. THAT's what mattered in the moment.
When I have read Quora replies on "what it's like to be good looking", good looking people who are honest often say, "Even when I'm in a bad mood, all I have to do is look in the mirror and it cheers me up."
I can completely imagine how that would be the case. I've only experienced it in a dream, but it's such an incredibly relaxing thing. Being good looking must be the most wonderful thing ever.
It just feels like everything's okay, and everything's as it should be. I remember thinking, "This is good now. Now I can relax."
My face gives me so much discomfort. I fucking hate having deformed jaws and shitty structure. The only recent thing that has given me peace (30% of the level from my dream) has been surgery to fix something that's bothered me about my appearance since I was a child which I got in the past year. It's just so hard because there's so much to fix, and only some things can be fixed.
I've always liked being a man. I've never wanted to be a woman in the slightest and still don't. But I realize after that dream that above all else, being beautiful is what would make me happy - not the gender I am or even the women I can or can't fuck. If I could become beautiful, I wouldn't even care what gender I was. Beauty is its own reward, and the benefits transcend gender.
I looked like this a blend between this girl:
And the pretty one in the blue shirt on the left bottom here:
I had blondish/brown hair with some little freckles and two pigtails. BROAD smile with beautiful teeth/gums/jaw. Perfect facial harmony. 8+/10.
It was the most surreal feeling.
I didn't actually care about being a girl. It literally didn't matter to me one way or another. I'm surprised in retrospect that didn't matter. I just felt so much PEACE seeing a beautiful face looking back at me. I was smiling. My face was so symmetric and harmonious and well developed. THAT's what mattered in the moment.
When I have read Quora replies on "what it's like to be good looking", good looking people who are honest often say, "Even when I'm in a bad mood, all I have to do is look in the mirror and it cheers me up."
I can completely imagine how that would be the case. I've only experienced it in a dream, but it's such an incredibly relaxing thing. Being good looking must be the most wonderful thing ever.
It just feels like everything's okay, and everything's as it should be. I remember thinking, "This is good now. Now I can relax."
My face gives me so much discomfort. I fucking hate having deformed jaws and shitty structure. The only recent thing that has given me peace (30% of the level from my dream) has been surgery to fix something that's bothered me about my appearance since I was a child which I got in the past year. It's just so hard because there's so much to fix, and only some things can be fixed.
I've always liked being a man. I've never wanted to be a woman in the slightest and still don't. But I realize after that dream that above all else, being beautiful is what would make me happy - not the gender I am or even the women I can or can't fuck. If I could become beautiful, I wouldn't even care what gender I was. Beauty is its own reward, and the benefits transcend gender.
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