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I called a whore yesterday asking to meet me at 5pm today. I wasn't able to sleep the night before and I didn't eat anything just from the stress of actually having to call her. Surprisingly the phone call went well and I only stuttered once. After vomiting a few times I made it to her apartment. I went to the room number that she gave me and knocked on the door. 5 seconds later a foid opened the door but it wasn't the one I was supposed to meet.
At first I thought that I knocked on the wrong door but after looking at me for a few seconds she said "are you looking for (name of whore)"?
I quietly said "yes" and she told me to wait without letting me in. She came back after a minute and said that the whore i'm supposed to meeting will be ready in 10 minutes and if I could wait outside, which I did but I already knew something was severely wrong.
After awkwardly walking around her apartment I got a phone call from the whore. She said "you don't sound what you look like". I just awkwardly giggled and said ok.
Then she said "you are very young". I told her that I am 20 and in response she giggled and said that she has to go somewhere right now and that she's really sorry and she told me to come again tomorrow at the same time.
So my worst fears have been confirmed. It's not just BDD. I have such a babyface that it even causes fucking whores to reject me because of the fear that they'll get arrested. This completely shattered me. If I ever try this again should I look for younger whores? This one was 25 but there are a few 18 year olds on the website i'm looking at. Would they be more understanding?
At first I thought that I knocked on the wrong door but after looking at me for a few seconds she said "are you looking for (name of whore)"?
I quietly said "yes" and she told me to wait without letting me in. She came back after a minute and said that the whore i'm supposed to meeting will be ready in 10 minutes and if I could wait outside, which I did but I already knew something was severely wrong.
After awkwardly walking around her apartment I got a phone call from the whore. She said "you don't sound what you look like". I just awkwardly giggled and said ok.
Then she said "you are very young". I told her that I am 20 and in response she giggled and said that she has to go somewhere right now and that she's really sorry and she told me to come again tomorrow at the same time.
So my worst fears have been confirmed. It's not just BDD. I have such a babyface that it even causes fucking whores to reject me because of the fear that they'll get arrested. This completely shattered me. If I ever try this again should I look for younger whores? This one was 25 but there are a few 18 year olds on the website i'm looking at. Would they be more understanding?