I got into their group, sat with them.
it gets worse, I saw the prostitute there and one of my support workers at the same time.
I do it because each time I build new pain tolerance levels, which will make eventual suicide not seem so scary, and it also fuels the required amount of pain to act out suicide
I don't get it? Suicide being scary comes from instinct, so you can't just make it seem 'less bad' methinks. Successful suicide just comes from having a method that's so quick that you literally don't even have time to reconsider. I wouldn't be surprised if practically every single person that kills themselves has immense feelings of regret and terror in their final moments, but they're already dying or dead—so it doesn't really matter how they feel.
I jumped of bridge once already but only broke my ankle, brain injury and facial and spinal fractures.
I think that's really cucked, to purposely torture and humiliate yourself, so that suicide might be easier down the line. You should have more self respect, man.
whats the point? i have chronic pains anyway, so what if i get more pain, its all trivial at this point
My condolences... suicide is really terrifying in that you really ought to get it right the first time. I hope that, somehow, things get better for you. I'm not going to tell you not to kill yourself, but I can only say that I hope that you can somehow find an alternative that brings you peace.
This makes my blood boil. People are pieces of shit.
Beyond brutal.
Very rude of them
