I get suicidal every now and then

[Deleted member 33986]

Every couple of weeks I get suicidal. I start the morning not wanting to wake up from bed and thinking about ending my life, and how there's no reason for me to continue on living. It's just work, home, sleep. A slave's life basically. No friends, no gf, no sex, no love.
I was thinking maybe fucking escorts would help me but they're not exactly cheap and won't let you do it without a condom(that's a bad idea either way) so what's even the point. This life is a joke. I'd like to think i'm depressed but this is normal, why would anyone want to live like this? No meds or therapy would help. it's just cope.

 

[Michinomiya Hirohit]

Every couple of weeks I get suicidal. I start the morning not wanting to wake up from bed and thinking about ending my life, and how there's no reason for me to continue on living. It's just work, home, sleep. A slave's life basically. No friends, no gf, no sex, no love.
I was thinking maybe fucking escorts would help me but they're not exactly cheap and won't let you do it without a condom(that's a bad idea either way) so what's even the point. This life is a joke. I'd like to think i'm depressed but this is normal, why would anyone want to live like this? No meds or therapy would help. it's just cope.

 

[AllanKing]

Every couple of weeks I get suicidal. I start the morning not wanting to wake up from bed and thinking about ending my life, and how there's no reason for me to continue on living. It's just work, home, sleep. A slave's life basically. No friends, no gf, no sex, no love.
I was thinking maybe fucking escorts would help me but they're not exactly cheap and won't let you do it without a condom(that's a bad idea either way) so what's even the point. This life is a joke. I'd like to think i'm depressed but this is normal, why would anyone want to live like this? No meds or therapy would help. it's just cope.

do you afraid of death

 

[Deleted member 33986]

do you afraid of death

aren't you?

 

[cucksaar]

I’ve been getting suicide-planning thoughts less frequently last two weeks. From 15 times/day to about 3 times/day. Antidepressants seem to work for me lol.

 

[Deleted member 33833]

Incel trait.

 

[Deleted member 32431]

if you're truly ready to commit suicide , you wouldn't post about it .
one of the first steps to do it is to fully realize , fathom and digest the idea that the cosmos and its elements don't give a single shit about you.

 

[AllanKing]

aren't you?

yes, but i donot plan to suicide, not you want to suicide?

I’ve been getting suicide-planning thoughts less frequently last two weeks. From 15 times/day to about 3 times/day. Antidepressants seem to work for me lol.

aren't you afraid of death

 

[Deleted member 23712]

Every couple of weeks I get suicidal. I start the morning not wanting to wake up from bed and thinking about ending my life, and how there's no reason for me to continue on living. It's just work, home, sleep. A slave's life basically. No friends, no gf, no sex, no love.
I was thinking maybe fucking escorts would help me but they're not exactly cheap and won't let you do it without a condom(that's a bad idea either way) so what's even the point. This life is a joke. I'd like to think i'm depressed but this is normal, why would anyone want to live like this? No meds or therapy would help. it's just cope.

That’s cuz ur GrAY ass doesnt yet know shiva

 

[Deleted member 33986]

if you're truly ready to commit suicide , you wouldn't post about it .
one of the first steps to do it is to fully realize , fathom and digest the idea that the cosmos and its elements don't give a single shit about you.

I don't want to kill myself but I have suicidal thoughts.

 

[simply_over]

I’ve been getting suicide-planning thoughts less frequently last two weeks. From 15 times/day to about 3 times/day. Antidepressants seem to work for me lol.

Do they really? I'm about to start gaming mood stabilisers. Would be lifefuel to feel less depressed.

That’s cuz ur GrAY ass doesnt yet know shiva

What do you mean?

Every couple of weeks I get suicidal. I start the morning not wanting to wake up from bed and thinking about ending my life, and how there's no reason for me to continue on living. It's just work, home, sleep. A slave's life basically. No friends, no gf, no sex, no love.
I was thinking maybe fucking escorts would help me but they're not exactly cheap and won't let you do it without a condom(that's a bad idea either way) so what's even the point. This life is a joke. I'd like to think i'm depressed but this is normal, why would anyone want to live like this? No meds or therapy would help. it's just cope.

How old are you OP?

 

[Deleted member 3497]

I feel the same, and I know escorts wouldn’t help, literally can’t find good ones here.

 

[cucksaar]

The escort industry is very much held back by society. Legalized, properly regulated and with escort-apps in the app stores with solid review systems and transparency would make a huge difference. Fucking without condom should also be legal provided the workers and customers are tested regularly.

 

[Deleted member 34908]

It's probably a sign of depression. I used to think about suicide almost every day before. Took jewpills and rarely ever think about it now even though my life circumstances are the same

 

[Deleted member 34664]

Same, "living" live this is brutal.

 

[Deleted member 33805]

I've been working 7 days out of the week for work. I'm the definition of a wageslave and I'm so tired.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Just snap out of it bro.

 

[copeful]

same bro
just start injecting tbh
if you aren't predisposed to hair loss, it's worth trying, it helps
also stop watching porn

 

[Deleted member 33827]

same bro
just start injecting tbh
if you aren't predisposed to hair loss, it's worth trying, it helps

This.
Very good advice.
Feeling depressed especially in your 30s and 40s can be linked to low Testosterone levels.
He should hop on TRT for a better quality of life to be honest
@Emba you too oldfag

 

[Emba]

This.
Very good advice.
Feeling depressed especially in your 30s and 40s can be linked to low Testosterone levels.
He should hop on TRT for a better quality of life to be honest
@Emba you too oldfag

Ok

 

[AlexAnguish]

Fuck you. I wish I was suicidal every now and then. I'm practically suicidal holding back mass homicidal thoughts on a daily basis. God you have no idea what it's like to want to play GTA every second of the day to mass murder NPCs while also feeling slight relief when the cops execute you mid way through your rampage.

Life isn't fucking fair, the older I get, the worst it gets. I fucking hate life. So bad. I hate everything. Everyone. It's not fair. No one but me has held on so fucking bad to feelings for a girl who will never even consider going out on just a date. I hate life so bad. It's not fair.