That is to say, while i obviously still desire them sexually. I just can't imagine myself actually enjoying a foids company.
The blackpill made me realize, just how boring and morally depraved they really are. They lost all of their platonic attraction to me. They aren't those magical, inoccent beings i once thought they were.
But rather they're just cold, calculating, opportunistic creatures, who are completly enslaved by their lizard brains, and their animalistic urges.
I realized that all the charictaristics i always thought females possesed, were nothing but projections of my own wishes and desires. But unfortunately i was made aware of the fact, that those projections do not correspond with this reality.
Which left me bitter and hopeless. I guess MSTOW are right, when they say, that we're constantly looking for something that doesn't exists. And that it might be better for us to free ourselfes from this unrealistic expactations.
However, a part of me still whishes that the blackpill just wasn't true. This part still doesn't wanna let go of the beautiful lie that he has been told, all his life.
But the blackpill is like a black hole, ones you crossed the event horizon, there's no going back. You will inevitable get sucked into this place, where there's no light on the end of the tunnel, just nothing but infinite darkness.
The blackpill made me realize, just how boring and morally depraved they really are. They lost all of their platonic attraction to me. They aren't those magical, inoccent beings i once thought they were.
But rather they're just cold, calculating, opportunistic creatures, who are completly enslaved by their lizard brains, and their animalistic urges.
I realized that all the charictaristics i always thought females possesed, were nothing but projections of my own wishes and desires. But unfortunately i was made aware of the fact, that those projections do not correspond with this reality.
Which left me bitter and hopeless. I guess MSTOW are right, when they say, that we're constantly looking for something that doesn't exists. And that it might be better for us to free ourselfes from this unrealistic expactations.
However, a part of me still whishes that the blackpill just wasn't true. This part still doesn't wanna let go of the beautiful lie that he has been told, all his life.
But the blackpill is like a black hole, ones you crossed the event horizon, there's no going back. You will inevitable get sucked into this place, where there's no light on the end of the tunnel, just nothing but infinite darkness.
