Weed
ded srs
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Not literally because weed did nothing wrong and it's just a plant, I just hate my fucking brain chemistry that makes me keep smoking that fucking weed.
When I was wagecucking I checked my payslip and I earnt enough to get a car insurance, new car, FUCKING chin surgery but instead I spent it all on FUCKING WEED. Today, just fucking today I dropped below my comfy limit in my bank account because I fucking bought 6 gs, vodka and beer cans for my "last time", I really fucking hope this is the last time because I am below my comfy limit on my bank and that fucking hurts, money just keeps going away on the fucking weed.. I was legit in rage behind steering wheel after I withdrew money for weed because I thought I would stop and start earning money but instead I dropped below my fucking limit on my bank, I feel like trash seeing my money going away just like fucking that. I am just so done with fucking weed because I could've bought so much, I could've also gymcelled and bought a fucking better car and FINALLY A FUCKING CHIN SURGERY.
I like that if I smoke some weed, bad thoughts will simply dissapear.. Whatever I am typing right now emotionally will be nothing after 5 mins when I smoke that joint because I will simply not give a fuck but the reality is that my fucking money dissapear. Is there anyone who also tries to quit weed and would like to motivate each other? I am so fucking mad, seeing that balance in my bank account and so dissapointed. I fucking hate that I am addicted to the fucking grass.
When I was wagecucking I checked my payslip and I earnt enough to get a car insurance, new car, FUCKING chin surgery but instead I spent it all on FUCKING WEED. Today, just fucking today I dropped below my comfy limit in my bank account because I fucking bought 6 gs, vodka and beer cans for my "last time", I really fucking hope this is the last time because I am below my comfy limit on my bank and that fucking hurts, money just keeps going away on the fucking weed.. I was legit in rage behind steering wheel after I withdrew money for weed because I thought I would stop and start earning money but instead I dropped below my fucking limit on my bank, I feel like trash seeing my money going away just like fucking that. I am just so done with fucking weed because I could've bought so much, I could've also gymcelled and bought a fucking better car and FINALLY A FUCKING CHIN SURGERY.
I like that if I smoke some weed, bad thoughts will simply dissapear.. Whatever I am typing right now emotionally will be nothing after 5 mins when I smoke that joint because I will simply not give a fuck but the reality is that my fucking money dissapear. Is there anyone who also tries to quit weed and would like to motivate each other? I am so fucking mad, seeing that balance in my bank account and so dissapointed. I fucking hate that I am addicted to the fucking grass.