If they loved you, they wouldn't take you to a society you couldn't integrate into and where you experienced daily racism and being spit on because you're considered low caste garbage for being a subhuman ethnic.
They wouldn't take you to a country where you couldn't date and you're suicidal and feel like garbage 24/7. I have two sisters, both married, one married a south Indian guy and one married a white guy. Neither one was of my parent's choice which got them angry and I told them daughters don't listen to their parents in America and they paid the price by moving to a feminized shithole. That reminds me, currycel parents have an obsession controlling who their child marries, it's a subconscious need to exert their sadistic power lust over their kids.
Deathnic parents know Western countries are racist as fuck, they don't care, they go there to improve their own quality of life and shit you out.
My parents and sisters regularly made fun of me because I struggled to make friends in the 99% white neighborhood they moved to. I moved far away from them when I got a job out of college and don't regret it in the slightest. South Asian households are toxic and anti-male since the mom is the one that runs everything while the dad is a pussy and is never mentally there.
If you think arranged marriage is some blissful ascension you're wrong as fuck. Do you really think you'll be able to replicate the feeling of being late teens/early 20s and genuinely in love with a girl? When you're like 30? Of course not. If you marry a girl from India/Pakistan, do you really think they'll share your culture? If you marry a girl from the US, good luck, she's taken at least 50 dicks. Curry women who marry are ready for one thing and one thing only, to shit out more currycels. They have no interest in you. There's no out for us. We're incel: the race. You'll never experience love because you're a curry piece of shit.