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BrendioEEE
Im just another ole regular Larping Faggot
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Honestly I feel like I know nothing, I have studied Japanese for years, I can understand it, read it, can hold basic conversations, at my last job I would help Japanese customers find things throughout the store, who could only speak Japanaese. I was complimented about my Japanese level, etc.
I know fucking nothing bro...I just went to a Job interview, I was personalitymaxxed, presentablemaxxed, etc, they were interested in my experience with Japanese and my resume, and when she wanted to speak Japanese to test me I was confident, but then she was speaking at an extremely formal level, using words and a way of speaking I couldn't do.
I was so fucking anxious, I hid it to the best of my ability and she even said she'd let me know of any English only part time positions were available, but honestly its fucking over.
She told me that they expect an extremely formal level of Japanese, which I didn't have in the slightest. Honestly bro how many more years do I need to study this shit, I was even comfortable enough with my Japanese to start studying Korean.
I am fucking done, I know I'm not getting hired bro, I just know it, I'm gonna be jobless here forever.
Honestly I'm thinking about just using all my resources to go to Japan and study there, and maybe become an English Teacher since its easy as fuck to do so. I'm 23 I'm approaching 25 with every year, I'm rotting, jobless, I feel like even tho I have lost 180lb and learned this shit its over for me.
I have loose skin destroying me, I'm done.
I know fucking nothing bro...I just went to a Job interview, I was personalitymaxxed, presentablemaxxed, etc, they were interested in my experience with Japanese and my resume, and when she wanted to speak Japanese to test me I was confident, but then she was speaking at an extremely formal level, using words and a way of speaking I couldn't do.
I was so fucking anxious, I hid it to the best of my ability and she even said she'd let me know of any English only part time positions were available, but honestly its fucking over.
She told me that they expect an extremely formal level of Japanese, which I didn't have in the slightest. Honestly bro how many more years do I need to study this shit, I was even comfortable enough with my Japanese to start studying Korean.
I am fucking done, I know I'm not getting hired bro, I just know it, I'm gonna be jobless here forever.
Honestly I'm thinking about just using all my resources to go to Japan and study there, and maybe become an English Teacher since its easy as fuck to do so. I'm 23 I'm approaching 25 with every year, I'm rotting, jobless, I feel like even tho I have lost 180lb and learned this shit its over for me.
I have loose skin destroying me, I'm done.