I guess you probably wondered why I left or got banned. Well I had hope that's why, hope I could get somewhere hope that I can become someone. Hope that I can escape from here. What an idiot i was when you are chained and given an extra bit of freedom it doesn't mean you are free. That's the thing dont br deceived by life. Life will do that make it seem like it's getting better to just then shoot you down. My brothers I am saddened to tell you but there's no escape. I tried everything to become better but there's no escape. The only conclusion I came to is mainly abusing drugs to forget. Remember were in a prison, no matter how hard we try we cannot escape the prison. Dont get your Hope's up that you get to walk around a little bit or see the window. Ignore it, life always plays tricks on your eyes. I found the cure but it's not for all, drugs. When you are on drugs you see things for how they are. You can have fun in your little box because drugs help you cope. Whisky is that lady who listens to your problems. Stimulants is that friend who wants to see you succeed and pumps you up. Kratom is that friend who wants to make you feel happy. After alot of bad luck happening to me I realized who my real friends were, drugs. I ditched them too I ditched you guys thinking I could get out but next time I wont br wo stupid. So welcome back my dear friend drugs I missed you.
Tldr: life sucks do drugs
Tldr: life sucks do drugs
