Whenever Im anxious around people, whenever Im slaving away at school or at internship what calms me down instantly is the possibility of everything disappearing. Just imagine this shit: you are getting disgusted stares from people, women are bullying you or screaming because they think you look like a monster, normies are laughing at your autism but guess what happens next. Everything just disappears forever, there is no pain, no misery, no law, no desires left to be fulfilled, no money, no wageslaving, absolutely nothing. Just eternal oblivion. The best thing about this thought is that something like this could really happen and if not I have another cope. If society keeps falling into degeneracy, maybe at some point the system just falls into anarchy and what then? Everything just returns to the state of nature, you can do whatever you want at that point. There is nothing else that makes me happier than thinking about those two possibilities
