When I'm outside, I see couples of all ages spending time together. I see them talk to each other, hug each other, kiss each other, shop together, eat together, sit together, walk together, laugh together, smile at each other, watch movies together, play board games together, they are sharing their lives. I look at these coupes with disgust but I forget that there's a reason why these couples are doing these normal, everyday activities together, it's so that they won't feel lonely. I do most of the activities that are listed above but by myself. The purpose of a relationship is to not feel alone. I watch these couples do everything while I'm alone. Yesterday, I was sitting alone in the bus and I saw a couple chatting together they looked happy. I turned away and felt so low. When I clocked in for work, I was required to serve like 5 couples. They were enjoying each others company as I was alone in the kitchen preparing their order. I clocked out and went back home. At home, I mindlessly scrolled my phone and feel asleep.
Life is terrible, but at least I have this forum to make me feel better. This is my home.
Life is terrible, but at least I have this forum to make me feel better. This is my home.
a ploy made by Satan. with intent.
