VST
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I find myself compulsively taking photos of myself, to assess whether I am subhuman or not
I do this every fucking day
I'll take a photo of myself, see how awful I look and get depressed, then keep taking photos until I find an angle/lighting that looks good and feel good about myself,
then the next day I tell myself that "I need to stop lying to myself" and start taking pictures again, see how awful I look, keep taking photos until I find a good angle/lighting, rinse repeat.
If I cannot find that angle and I see something that I consider to be a flaw, I start looking up unfrauded pics (pics that aren't done or don't seem to be done by professionals) A-list celebrities and male models and comparing myself to them. It usually provides me with some solace but at other times it does not.
I now have over 200 pictures of myself that I have taken in the last 2-3 months, which I use to analyse my face as accurately as I can to spot any flaws.
I do this every fucking day
I'll take a photo of myself, see how awful I look and get depressed, then keep taking photos until I find an angle/lighting that looks good and feel good about myself,
then the next day I tell myself that "I need to stop lying to myself" and start taking pictures again, see how awful I look, keep taking photos until I find a good angle/lighting, rinse repeat.
If I cannot find that angle and I see something that I consider to be a flaw, I start looking up unfrauded pics (pics that aren't done or don't seem to be done by professionals) A-list celebrities and male models and comparing myself to them. It usually provides me with some solace but at other times it does not.
I now have over 200 pictures of myself that I have taken in the last 2-3 months, which I use to analyse my face as accurately as I can to spot any flaws.