It strikes me with an unpleasant and disturbing feeling when I hear about other people getting relationships when I have not been allowed to have them. It makes me feel angry and that it is unfair. It makes me think, why do they get to have a gf and I can't? Of course I know the answer is my looks but it feels unfair and wrong, that some people are excluded just because of their looks. Hearing about other people's relationships makes me feel worse than I already do. I do not try to talk to people that have relationships but on the internet people talk about their relationships everywhere, even on youtube comments so I can't escape their relationships.
