Maybe it's my hormones that only see them as sex objects I'm not sure, though I've recently lost all attraction to them because of how many times they've bullied/humiliated me. It's like I'm scared to talk to them because I'm worried they'll judge me or treat me the same like any other girl, all of them also mention my appearance in a negative light and their comments always linger in my mind, leading me to just avoiding interactions with them overall.
