It was back when I was optimistic and bluepilled af. I thought that I would get laid eventually but I would have to improve myself before that happened (lol). So, I discovered the redpill and I started applying whatever tips I read there.
First, I began with cutting my long hair (I had shoulder length grunge like hair at the time). Then, I took up weight lifting and body building. At the same time, I was doing cold showers and taking care of my facial hair. I also studied harder because I thought girls would like a guy who aims to be successful. Later, I stumbled upon NoFap and I fell for those succsess stories I read there and the whole "masculine energy and female attraction from semen retention" nonsense.
After lifting for 9 months and while on my second NoFap month I came across a chick I had met at a summer camp back when we were kids. She was talking to me and asking me stuff and I thought to myself "This nofap stuff really works. She seems interested." (lol). At the time I though that if I was confident and brave I would have sex, so I took the initiative and asked her out and she agreed.
In the first 30 minutes of our "date" it was obvious she wasn't interested. Her body language, her mannerisms, her aura, I could sense that she didn't like me. I knew I was friendzoned but I spent a few more hours with her since that's how she had planned it.
And it makes sense that I got nothing from that bitch. You can't just go from being an asocial abomination to slaying prime girls. It's impossible. It would be very nice if you could apply a few redpill principles and become a slayer but sadly, this can't happen. Whether you get laid or not depends on your genetics foremost, and secondarily, on your social proof. If you were not socially integrated since your kid/teen years (like me) then there is definately something wrong with your looks and you are a confirmed incel.
First, I began with cutting my long hair (I had shoulder length grunge like hair at the time). Then, I took up weight lifting and body building. At the same time, I was doing cold showers and taking care of my facial hair. I also studied harder because I thought girls would like a guy who aims to be successful. Later, I stumbled upon NoFap and I fell for those succsess stories I read there and the whole "masculine energy and female attraction from semen retention" nonsense.
After lifting for 9 months and while on my second NoFap month I came across a chick I had met at a summer camp back when we were kids. She was talking to me and asking me stuff and I thought to myself "This nofap stuff really works. She seems interested." (lol). At the time I though that if I was confident and brave I would have sex, so I took the initiative and asked her out and she agreed.
In the first 30 minutes of our "date" it was obvious she wasn't interested. Her body language, her mannerisms, her aura, I could sense that she didn't like me. I knew I was friendzoned but I spent a few more hours with her since that's how she had planned it.
And it makes sense that I got nothing from that bitch. You can't just go from being an asocial abomination to slaying prime girls. It's impossible. It would be very nice if you could apply a few redpill principles and become a slayer but sadly, this can't happen. Whether you get laid or not depends on your genetics foremost, and secondarily, on your social proof. If you were not socially integrated since your kid/teen years (like me) then there is definately something wrong with your looks and you are a confirmed incel.
