Venting I feel tired of being angry all the time

[Legato]

I don't know what I can possibly do to soothe the rage inside of me. I just snapped at my mom, and I feel like shit about it. I'm just sick of being a virgin, tired of the lack of common decency among us humans, the degeneracy filling out minds through indoctrination. You can tell yourself all the euphonious things in the world, but a vacant lot is still a vacant lot. I just want to know the calm and not the abyss. I've gazed into it for over twenty years and the blackness has corrupted me. I feel amorphous, just a rot with no cure. The weed isn't working anymore, and the alcohol has damaged my stomach. So tell me bros, how do you cope when coping doesn't work anymore?

 

[TheSecondComing]

just apathy maxx brah

 

[Carotel]

sometimes roping doesnt seem like a bad idea

 

[Hail The Bloatlord]

solitude

 

[_wifebeater_]

You need to distractmaxx. Thinking about our situation will only make you more depressed, it's a vicious circle.

 

[Legato]

sometimes roping doesnt seem like a bad idea

I've tried this, my mom was with me. It was one of the worst things I've put her through and done to myself, she lost her mind, and I damaged part of my skull and back(actually fucked my sight up too). I would shoot myself if my mother wasn't alive, but I never want to put her through that trauma again. So here I stand.

 

[Carotel]

I've tried this, my mom was with me. It was one of the worst things I've put her through and done to myself, she lost her mind, and I damaged part of my skull and back(actually fucked my sight up too). I would shoot myself if my mother wasn't alive, but I never want to put her through that trauma again. So here I stand.

Some people on here are going to disagree with me, but be happy you have a mother that loves you. I'd try to get out of this shithole that inceldom is, for her sake and yours too and turn your life around. Go whitepill

 

[universallyabhorred]

goER

 

[TheSecondComing]

goER

 

[Legato]

Some people on here are going to disagree with me, but be happy you have a mother that loves you. I'd try to get out of this shithole that inceldom is, for her sake and yours too and turn your life around. Go whitepill

Appreciate the support brother, I have to muster up the motivation to persevere and find the peace I so desire.

 

[Napoleon de Jizzbal]

But it's duty to be angry

 

[LastGerman]

There is only one thing left undone. Hit the gym in the most brutal way.

 

[needsolution]

same here, the only solution is rope

 

[Legato]

There is only one thing left undone. Hit the gym in the most brutal way.

Actually thinking about picking up boxing, I have the equipment that my uncle donated to me. I don't want to ldar anymore, maybe working out is a good cope, just my back is fucked, but not to the point of immobility.

same here, the only solution is rope

Nah brother, don't let it get to that point. Your life means something, even if all the shithead normies and harlot foids think otherwise.

 

[LastGerman]

I don't want to ldar anymore, maybe working out is a good cope

You will even feel angry afterwards but this feel of anger is good. Whenever I have such rush of anger i want to kill people and destroy everything.

just my back is fucked, but not to the point of immobility.

We have to go even further beyond. I know it hurts but it needs to hurt even more to reach this state of mind and body:

 

[wizardcel]

I went through that anger spell, too. But it's something you have to snap out of, or it will fuck your mind up even more. Anger affects you physically, emotionally and mentally. It's poison.

 

[MuslimCell]

Religion and spirituality is a good cope tbh .

 

[Carotel]

Appreciate the support brother, I have to muster up the motivation to persevere and find the peace I so desire.

Idk how old you are, but I am sure if you somehow manage to make the best out of yourself and approach women, you will be able to ascend. I wish I could do that, but I have heavy burn scars and social anxiety, which scares people off. So I want to give you this piece of advice as someone whose been in multiple incel communities before and seen people ascend.

 

[happiless]

Hard drugs, kill yourself or passify yourself with anti-depressants and anti-anxiety meds. I chose the 3rd option and I wish I'd done one of the first 2 but I'm to passive to try any of them now

 

[Legato]

Idk how old you are, but I am sure if you somehow manage to make the best out of yourself and approach women, you will be able to ascend. I wish I could do that, but I have heavy burn scars and social anxiety, which scares people off. So I want to give you this piece of advice as someone whose been in multiple incel communities before and seen people ascend.

Thanks man, but part of the reason I'm angry is because of this world, just because someone is different or looks different doesn't mean we should ostracize that person and hold animosity towards them. Especially women who should be the ones with a higher "eq", yet some how they are brainwashed into believing that they only desire the meaningless, they don't know what they truly can have. That's why foids are so miserable. For instance you said you have burn scars and social anxiety. You're more than that, you're a breathing living human with a heart, a women wouldn't know that you are a good person, you're caring or funny. She simply would judge you at first glance. That's the fire that stokes the flame in my heart. The ugliness of it all. No one can admit what they are and women, foids, will continue this constant loop of regret,pain, loneliness,apathy etc. It's a lonely earth, it's the pale blue dot. To see infinity and realize you are nothing and everything is chaos. I'm high so take it for what it is, I just have to do something to keep my mind at peace. Thanks for the advice everyone.

 

[Carotel]

Thanks man, but part of the reason I'm angry is because of this world, just because someone is different or looks different doesn't mean we should ostracize that person and hold animosity towards them. Especially women who should be the ones with a higher "eq", yet some how they are brainwashed into believing that they only desire the meaningless, they don't know what they truly can have. That's why foids are so miserable. For instance you said you have burn scars and social anxiety. You're more than that, you're a breathing living human with a heart, a women wouldn't know that you are a good person, you're caring or funny. She simply would judge you at first glance. That's the fire that stokes the flame in my heart. The ugliness of it all. No one can admit what they are and women, foids, will continue this constant loop of regret,pain, loneliness,apathy etc. It's a lonely earth, it's the pale blue dot. To see infinity and realize you are nothing and everything is chaos. I'm high so take it for what it is, I just have to do something to keep my mind at peace. Thanks for everyone's advice.

You are right with that, and while I do not like people staring at me, it's not just women that do it. What a lot of people forget on here is that everything bad women do, goes both ways and can also be done by men.
But I get why you are angry, this world is miserable.

 

[2 Betrayals]

Switch your⁠—switch your attitude
Go 'head, level up yourself
This that different latitude
Life too short, don't troll yourself
Feel that feel, enjoy yourself

 

[Mystic]

She simply would judge you at first glance. That's the fire that stokes the flame in my heart. The ugliness of it all. No one can admit what they are and women, foids, will continue this constant loop of regret,pain, loneliness,apathy etc. It's a lonely earth, it's the pale blue dot. To see infinity and realize you are nothing and everything is chaos. I'm high so take it for what it is, I just have to do something to keep my mind at peace. Thanks for the advice everyone.

Very poetic tbh. Thats what gets me too, the fact that my entire worth is judged by foids in less than a second.
Knowing what i truly am seeing "infinity and realize you are nothing and everything is chaos"
My heart, soul, everything I've learned all meaningless, all because no one cares to examine deeper.
I can't pass the insta judge system based on things out of my control entirely so my fate is sealed.
Humans could of been more than semi self aware beasts, but we choose not.
I guess people love to be wild animals and elites love to keep us all as their pets, this is our collective choosing...
So it continues, until we change our expression deep from consciousness itself and become our full potential, null of pointless destructive animal urges and social-engineering from others trying to take advantage. Maybe then we can remember.