I broke my streak after some days of not gooning and boy do I feel crap. I feel hopeless and tired right now. Post goon-depression is real and it hits harder than the usual void. Still subhuman, still mogged, still alone. Gooning used to numb the pain but now it just makes it feel worse. My dick has become numb. Wish I could still feel the sensations of when I first started doing it. I need to starve the Will. Not gooning actually makes me feel better now, although I do go kinda insane. However when I don't goon I do feel compulsion to breed, and that quiets down when I do it regularly, even if its out of habit. Anyone else feel the same.
