Venting I feel so fucking alone.

[Deleted member 101]

I can’t for the life of me make a single friend. I just for whatever reason cannot seem to be able to be social in the correct way to make friends. I just know that I have a hard time keeping up with people when trying to interact with them. Plus I’m so shy. And being introverted sucks as I can get easily exhausted from being social. Always had a hard time with things like clubs
And even then when I had friends I always felt I was just there for the ride. Never got invited by them, people wouldn’t start conversations with me, people wouldn’t listen. I had to do all of that on my own. And even then because of my flaws I ended up destroying my relationships with them, anyway.

Obviously no girlfriend. Even though what I dream of in a relationship is probably utterly unrealistic, I still long for a girlfriend. Just someone to be intimate with and spend time with. Yeah I want sex but I want sex with a girl I love. Sadly, escorts might be the only way to get sex.

I have a good relationship with my parents and they love me, but they won’t be around forever. I often get terrified at the thought of them dying and me still being a friendless KHHV. Now I’ll be totally alone.

It hurts so much and there’s nothing that can be done short of some crazy advanced AI or tech that can fulfill the desires, like a Joi from 2049 or some machine that induces lucid dreams.

I usually end up crying like 1-3 times a year over this. And feel shame every time.

I could use a hug. Something.

 

[Deleted member 33716]

Brocel feeling the blues.
Haven't escrotmaxxed?

 

[I want to believe]

Obviously no girlfriend.

What do you mean? We're in the place for incels. Could it be any different?

 

[Deleted member 101]

Brocel feeling the blues.
Haven't escrotmaxxed?

It’s illegal where I’m at and I can’t afford a quality one, and using quality ones regularly is something I am not even near being close to afford.

It also doesn’t appeal to me since I want to have sex with someone who feels the same way, but I probably will cave if I’m still a virgin at like 30 or something.

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

Your biggest fear will probably come true

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Brutal u should play dating sims, it's the correct way to cope

 

[Deleted member 101]

Brutal u should play dating sims, it's the correct way to cope

I can’t really immerse myself into those enough for it to be a cope, especially since they’re pre-scripted with determined outcomes

 

[I want to believe]

And I thought any guy on this forum has experienced something like that. Like, if you're an incel and not a fakecel, then you're supposed to be an ugly and short guy. Incels usually get bullied at school. Nobody wants to make friends with an incel.
Well. Being an incel and being alone are the same thing to some degree. Don't you think so?

 

[Deleted member 101]

And I thought any guy on this forum has experienced something like that. Like, if you're an incel and not a fakecel, then you're supposed to be an ugly and short guy. Incels usually get bullied at school. Nobody wants to make friends with an incel.

Nah, I’ve seen plenty of not good looking guys with friends. It’s just that they aren’t socially retarded and a shy pussy like I am. Now girls of course are a different story.

 

[WØLF]

I could use a hug. Something.

 

[I want to believe]

Nah, I’ve seen plenty of not good looking guys with friends. It’s just that they aren’t socially retarded and a shy pussy like I am. Now girls of course are a different story.

I dunno. Since I remember myself, I've always got bullied by someone. I think an ugly and weak guy is the best target for bullies.

 

[Deleted member 33788]

Virtual hug to you bro

 

[Deleted member 33091]

Nah, I’ve seen plenty of not good looking guys with friends. It’s just that they aren’t socially retarded and a shy pussy like I am. Now girls of course are a different story.

They only have friends because they jestermaxx..

They are the circus clown.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

And I thought any guy on this forum has experienced something like that. Like, if you're an incel and not a fakecel, then you're supposed to be an ugly and short guy. Incels usually get bullied at school. Nobody wants to make friends with an incel.
Well. Being an incel and being alone are the same thing to some degree. Don't you think so?

No not same thing. Many uglier shitskins than me(5'5 currycel midget) made friends while I failed. Inceldom and being able to make friends are two separate things.

 

[IntrovertedIncel]

I dunno. Since I remember myself, I've always got bullied by someone. I think an ugly and weak guy is the best target for bullies.

Same man, happened to me all the time in the high school PE locker rooms. When I'm 21 I'm getting a pistol to defend myself. Being short, weak, and frail already puts me at a physical disadvantage.

 

[I want to believe]

No not same thing. Many uglier shitskins than me(5'5 currycel midget) made friends while I failed. Inceldom and being able to make friends are two separate things.

Did you get bullied at school?

 

[Deleted member 101]

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I hate how Eren turned out in chapter 139, fuck you Isayama I hope someone shits in your onsen

They only have friends because they jestermaxx..

They are the circus clown.

If they’re of a similar social status they won’t be. Like a bunch of MtG loving geeks.

 

[I want to believe]

Being short, weak, and frail already puts me at a physical disadvantage.

Yeah. That really sucks. I feel you.

 

[Deleted member 33091]

If they’re of a similar social status they won’t be. Like a bunch of MtG loving geeks.

Even those "low status" groups you have the incels and the Chads. No matter where you go, there's people who is higher tier than you or lower tier than you.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Did you get bullied at school?

Yes a few times

 

[I want to believe]

Yes a few times

Was you physically weak?

 

[uglytruecel]

Inceldom and being able to make friends are two separate things.

I disagree. If you're really ugly men and women will usually avoid you like the plague. I've tried making friends before and even if I do occasionally succeed they eventually rib me about my looks and lack of success with women and then I have to stop talking to them.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

I disagree. If you're really ugly men and women will usually avoid you like the plague. I've tried making friends before and even if I do occasionally succeed they eventually rib me about my looks and lack of success with women and then I have to stop talking to them.

you need be very very ugly 1/10 to 2/10 tier for that. most here are 3/10-4/10

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I'm alone

 

[_realist_]

I feel alone because I am.

 

[Deleted member 28820]

At least if you're not disabled, you should be fine. As myself being Deaf is the worst thing I've ever live with because nobody wanted to be around me to talk to me because they automatically think I am mentally retardation.