[Whitepill] I feel nothing

[subhuman]

In the past when I saw something that pissed me off I used to rage. When I thought of love and affection it made me feel so abject and lonely. Now, all those emotions are almost gone. The passion, the bitterness, and the pain. It's a matter of indifference to me now, I just don't care anymore. Maybe initially I will feel something but after a second I get over it and realize it doesn't affect me. Even things like hunger and libido have been numbed.

I don't really miss it. I'm probably not much happier, but I'm not suffering as much. The biggest realization I've had is that I don't actually want a gf. Like I am completely fine with being alone all day rotting. I just want sex.

 

[Deleted member 41988]

I'm still in the rage phase

 

[Cope_Time]

Whitepilled.

 

[Billowel]

i had that feeling when i was 16.didn't take long for the pain and bitterness to return.

 

[subhuman]

I'm still in the rage phase

I was in that phase for a long time. And how much did I suffer during that struggle! I don't even know what I did, the feelings just started fading away over the past couple months. I went through a particularly agonizing LDAR in which I had no human contact and was completely isolated for a long time, also enduring struggles with my mental health. I think I was never the same coming out of that.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

You've grown...now you can analyze holes with ease.

 

[HueHueBr]

I'm trying to learn to have contempt for anything I can't have.

 

[Lux]

even if you just want sexual pleasure or fetishistic satisfaction, is still bad because this tortures you with desire, not good

 

[proudweeb]

damn bro I'm in the same boat, just feel totally dead inside

 

[Vermilioncore]

‘s me.

 

[Coargutio]

I go through such periods sometimes

 

[Oroborus]

To me, numbness is the worst feeling in the world

 

[topdown]

I'm still in the rage phase

 

[deity]

if sex is all u want use escorts

 

[Emba]

TFW empty

 

[Deleted member 40252]

TFW empty

 

[Death]

Basednot enough of us whitepilled brothers

 

[subhuman]

if sex is all u want use escorts

I am gonna see one once finals are done

 

[Alexander400]

I was in that phase for a long time. And how much did I suffer during that struggle! I don't even know what I did, the feelings just started fading away over the past couple months. I went through a particularly agonizing LDAR in which I had no human contact and was completely isolated for a long time, also enduring struggles with my mental health. I think I was never the same coming out of that.

I believe this is where i am or at least getting to. I dont really feel anything anymore when it comes to sex, sometimes i would feel something tho but usually when pressured by parents to find someone. Is it wrong to feel? Or is this something you have to get rid of completely in order to live peacefully?

Do you reach a point in which you are not human anymore

 

[subhuman]

Is it wrong to feel? Or is this something you have to get rid of completely in order to live peacefully?

brutal incoming: you can control your feelings by changing the way you think. a lot of the suffering and the pain is due to irrational convictions you hold and will cease if you fix your thinking. you can have a happy life but you will have to ask yourself the tough questions and come to terms with uncomfortable truths. you will naturally resist it so it wont be easy, but these reflections will lead to inner peace. no you dont have to get rid of feeling completely. but you will eventually find that a lot of feeling is just bullshit