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universallyabhorred
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Nobody understands or emphasizes with what it's like to have PTSD. My whole life has been one long nightmare, from my parents physically, verbally and emotionally abusing me through beatings, constant yelling, swearing, put-downs and gas-lighting, scapegoating and made to feel like an unwanted burden to being bullied, ostracized and pitied by my peers. Any instances where people showed any kindness, caring, love or friendship all turned out to be manipulation or led to betrayals which made me realize that there's no good in this world for an unattractive looking autistic guy like me. I am forced to suffer everyday with emotional flashbacks, sleep issues and chronic physical pain which makes me suicidal. Meanwhile all my ex-friends and bullies are successful, living it up and getting to enjoy being a part of society, while I am forced into isolation.
The only good person is a dead person. Fuck society and humanity.
The only good person is a dead person. Fuck society and humanity.