Anyone else feel like an old man despite being young I'm 27 and have the face of an 17 year old but I don't drink, smoke party hard at nightclubs I was never intrested in that sort of thing, i was more intrested in mundane things for happiness having a stable job, a place to live, sleep, a car to go around town something to eat enough for me and my wife and kids (if I had any) I just wanted those things I wouldn't be such a die hard rebel if they system just let me have those basic things but no the system just had to Crack down and take everything away from me now as an adult all I do is this everyday, wake up, drink coffee, exercise, eat breakfast, take a shit, make my bed, drink water, walk outside, sit down play video games, eat dinner, wash dishes, put on my pj's, go to bed sleep, Repeat its like a samsara of mundane whenever I do try to go out into the world and try new things I get pushed away and marginalized, women pay attention to me but they look at me like I'm a monster even though I'm average looking and they sometimes even try to pick on me even though I haven't done anything to them I just walk around minding my own business trying to live but women and girls hate seeing that so I wander like odin looking for answers and wisdom wherever I go to try to fix a problem that I don't know the answer to that's all I've got to say Anyone else feel like I do?
