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Why am I not dead yet?

My slow brain prevents me from thinking as fast as a normal person.
My autistic brain can't keep up with others, even though I'm very focused. It just feels empty and slow.
Brain damage from covid and covid vaccine.
My head always secretes a sticky liquid that smells like MSG because I hit the ground in the past. I don't even have money for a diagnosis.
My hair is starting to go bald and I have to shave it.
Lack of sleep because I have irreversible insomnia, every time I sleep I always want to never wake up again.
My face is ugly and I can't even express emotions, I've tried it in front of the mirror a lot and whenever I show emotions on my face I look disgusting.
My teeth are starting to fall out and become weak because of starch and yellow because of chlorine in the water.
My breath smells because of poor quality food
My neck is hunched and I have to torture myself to keep it looking normal.
My lower back hurts if I sit for a long time because of a car accident.
My poor eyesight makes me more susceptible to nearsightedness when exposed to the computer, I also have dry eyes and cannot stand in windy places.
My body constantly sweats so I have to shower every 6 hours if I don't want to be isolated by people around me.
I'm tall 5'5 and my dick is small because it's small.
My kidneys are weak because I often eat food containing tons of chemicals and tap water contaminated with lead and heavy metals.
Chronic hemorrhoids because my butt has a hole, and I can't even sit for a long time.

And the worst thing is being born into a poor family in the lowest class in a third world country.

I will still try to live, I wish my genes would allow me to commit suicide.
 
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I see future me in you
If God exists, He may well have created us for the sadistic pleasure of watching us suffer: the "divine giggle"
 
Life feels so staged
 
For you maybe
true romance smile GIF
 
Why am I not dead yet?

My slow brain prevents me from thinking as fast as a normal person.
My autistic brain can't keep up with others, even though I'm very focused. It just feels empty and slow.
Brain damage from covid and covid vaccine.
My head always secretes a sticky liquid that smells like MSG because I hit the ground in the past. I don't even have money for a diagnosis.
My hair is starting to go bald and I have to shave it.
Lack of sleep because I have irreversible insomnia, every time I sleep I always want to never wake up again.
My face is ugly and I can't even express emotions, I've tried it in front of the mirror a lot and whenever I show emotions on my face I look disgusting.
My teeth are starting to fall out and become weak because of starch and yellow because of chlorine in the water.
My breath smells because of poor quality food
My neck is hunched and I have to torture myself to keep it looking normal.
My lower back hurts if I sit for a long time because of a car accident.
My poor eyesight makes me more susceptible to nearsightedness when exposed to the computer, I also have dry eyes and cannot stand in windy places.
My body constantly sweats so I have to shower every 6 hours if I don't want to be isolated by people around me.
I'm tall 5'5 and my dick is small because it's small.
My kidneys are weak because I often eat food containing tons of chemicals and tap water contaminated with lead and heavy metals.
Chronic hemorrhoids because my butt has a hole, and I can't even sit for a long time.

And the worst thing is being born into a poor family in the lowest class in a third world country.

I will still try to live, I wish my genes would allow me to commit suicide.
No one will feel bad for you solely because of the rancid reputation of this website .

And even then , no one cares in reality .

It's over for neutralcels , it's over for those who only feel emptiness , no rage or hatred . Just pure despair and agony .
 
My slow brain prevents me from thinking as fast as a normal person.
My autistic brain can't keep up with others, even though I'm very focused. It just feels empty and slow.
Lack of sleep because I have irreversible insomnia, every time I sleep I always want to never wake up again.
My face is ugly and I can't even express emotions, I've tried it in front of the mirror a lot and whenever I show emotions on my face I look disgusting.
I'm tall 5'5 and my dick is small because it's small.
My kidneys are weak because I often eat food containing tons of chemicals and tap water contaminated with lead and heavy metals.
Chronic hemorrhoids because my butt has a hole, and I can't even sit for a long time.

I will still try to live, I wish my genes would allow me to commit suicide.
 
I've been lately on an insanity spree. Right now i hear noise in my head. I mean - literally, shit is so loud that i have to ask coworkers to say things louder if they want something from me.
Static noise, like from CRT tv or radio's empty frequency.
Shut up bitch, let me think straight.
 
I've been lately on an insanity spree. Right now i hear noise in my head. I mean - literally, shit is so loud that i have to ask coworkers to say things louder if they want something from me.
Static noise, like from CRT tv or radio's empty frequency.
Shut up bitch, let me think straight.
I think it's due to stress. I often experience this too, and it even helps me sleep better without needing white noise;v
 
Life is fair and beautiful :soy:

Some oblivious soy would say .
 

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