i feel like i'm cursed, i don't want to die like this

[rickvanderhammer]

like god wont give me a break, like there's another person living inside me controlling my thoughts & actions, it feels like i have led poisoning, it feels like the universe is against me, i have nothing, i have no friends, no life, i wish i could just be shot & killed in a home invasion, fuck every single person on earth, they have caused this, i'm 21 & my life is completely fucking ruined. i'm ugly with bad social skills so in other people's eye's i have less value than a fifthly fucking animal that leeches money & eats its own shit. my situation is completely irredeemable, my brain is completely fucked from negative experiences & the realization i would have a great life if i had a non autistic family & wasn't ugly. i didn't know it was possible to hate your life this much

 

[The End]

It's probably not going to get better. At least it didn't for me.

When you're ready to throw in the towel, suicide that is, just have some fun before you go. Might as well go out on top.

 

[Passing]

Just hang in their bro atleast your note etnocel like me.
It's over for me.

 

[Angry_runt]

Same as you, except I'm 35. So it could (and likely will) be worse.