Blackpill I feel like good was taken away from me

[RealSchizo]

I used to struggle whenever someone else struggled and tried to help everyone as much as possible as a kid (bluepilled) , but after experiencing bullying and ostracization I now feel pleasure in random people's suffering even if they never did anything wrong to me.

I didn't want it to end up this way sometimes I feel genuinely evil, but I can't help myself anymore.

This is how society treated me and now I don't really care whether there is suffering in this world or not.

If I was good looking I would have been the nicest human alive but I am glad that I got bullied because now I can see people's true intentions.

 

[Grodd]

It's not our fault it's just a natural reaction to being treated like shit our entire lives

 

[RealSchizo]

it's just a natural reaction to being treated like shit our entire lives

it truly is and I am convinced that we were forced to hate.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

Same

 

[Repulsive123]

I used to struggle whenever someone else struggled and tried to help everyone as much as possible as a kid (bluepilled) , but after experiencing bullying and ostracization I now feel pleasure in random people's suffering even if they never did anything wrong to me.

I didn't want it to end up this way sometimes I feel genuinely evil, but I can't help myself anymore.

This is how society treated me and now I don't really care whether there is suffering in this world or not.

If I was good looking I would have been the nicest human alive but I am glad that I got bullied because now I can see people's true intentions.

I have the opposite problem. Im too nice, maybe its because im a passive cuck.

 

[RealSchizo]

I have the opposite problem. Im too nice, maybe its because im a passive cuck.

Being nice and overly obedient cuck stems from being bullied your entire life.

Try to change it you are not entitled to serving society in any way. I used to do the same.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

 

[universallyabhorred]

It's not our fault it's just a natural reaction to being treated like shit our entire lives

Agreed, I used to be empathetic and wish the best for other people as well. But after seeing how badly they treat me just because of my looks, I only wish their faces would get disfigured and they would experience the same amount of suffering. I often wonder what percentage of people would kill themselves if their faces were disfigured with acid, it would be a horrifying experiment for sure. But, it's no less than what they deserve for persecuting us.

 

[Albertopenheimer]

It's not our fault it's just a natural reaction to being treated like shit our entire lives

True

 

[chowasright]

I used to be just like this and now I'm only nice when I feel like it because I realize normies are not worth saving and it's in their nature to be assholes to nice people.