I don't even know to write here anymore. I have written hundreds of thousands of words here, but my grief and despair are so great that no amount of words feels enough to describe my suffering.
Serious I feel like deformed creature because of how behind I am in life. I am a KHHV wizard NEET. It feels surreal.
its like living a comedy, its insanity
Tragic comedy
Bend your maid over and get it over with lad
It's nothing like a comedy.
its so absurd only thing i can do is laugh
Brootal , does it get harder with age?
I am in my mid 20s , soon to be there too
I am in my mid 20s , soon to be there too
Unbearably harder and irreversibly worse.
I’ve got money and still seen as deformed
It's over
We've shifted from k-selection to r-selection which has rendered genetic wealth much more important and crucial to life success than monetary wealth.
How old are you @wereq ?
I don't know if this is of any help, but
Teens = bad, fear of missing out
20s = worse, increasing fear of missing out
30s = Rock bottom, realization I did miss out.
40s = acceptance, I missed out but I can live with that.
I don't know if this is of any help, but
Teens = bad, fear of missing out
20s = worse, increasing fear of missing out
30s = Rock bottom, realization I did miss out.
40s = acceptance, I missed out but I can live with that.
We need SS waffen back to take care of normies
This is the part I'm struggling with. I realized that I did miss all of life's major milestones and have fallen so far behind everyone that its impossible to catch up. I find myself branded as a total failure in life, not by society but by myself and that's what's making it hard for me to live with myself.
Government force can be part of the solution, but it still wouldn't address our genetic shortcomings. What happened was that when times were good, stable, and moral in the post war years, weak people got to enjoy upward mobility allowing them to procreate and pass on their weak genetics, but since weak genetics can only use civilization as a crutch to survive, those with such genetics start to become dysfunctional and break down when civilizational institutions like marriage, religion, family, and justice system start to collapse. Weak people's survival becomes harder and harder as civilization dissipates during tough times and we return to our primal and barbarian ways.
Fuck fuck fuck I’m middle not weak or strong if I was part of waffen ss I would get to go after all those normie in my college and high school who bullied me torture them Nazi style
You must understand that civilization is an anomaly against nature's design. Nature doesn't want subhuman weaklings to proliferate and expand, but they get to succeed anyways because civilizations structures protect them from natural forces like feudalism, hypergamy, disasters, wars, etc. What happens when civilization starts to evaporate? When that happens, nature once again starts its Darwinian culling of subhumans.
This is a very good observation and one that I think cels who fantasize about the fall of civilization completely miss. The alternative to civilization, is the law of the jungle.
If you can't succeed in civilization, then in the jungle, you wouldn't be a tiger, you'd be prey. A deer. One of the surplus male ones that didn't get to mate.
Society is the reason Chad and Tyrone hasn't murdered you and taken your stuff.
What incels dream about is the collapse of gynocentric feminist society which protects women from being conquered by stronger men, but yeah you're right, collapse of society would bring back total eugenics and darwinism.
I don't feel a part of society since 2008, where I basiclly became an on and off NEET.
Ever since w0men and society at large rejected me socielly and only remembered me when they wanted to collect taxes, work or serve the military
Ever since w0men and society at large rejected me socielly and only remembered me when they wanted to collect taxes, work or serve the military
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Age?
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Damn. What do you do now
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Damn. Hope you get something together
Waiting for the end, the collapse or a war.
The only opportunity for many of us to have any chance or economic future and maybe a femily is those 2, of course its comes with risks but its better then the dystopia we have today.
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The only way to win, at this stage, is to not care. Teach yourself to not give a fuck what society thinks.
In practical terms, the only solution is to make some decent money and go abroad. The west is doomed.
Personally, I'm already at this stage despite being only 22. I've accepted by conditions and no longer have much grief about my situation as a KHHV and incel. It's not ideal, but it is what it is. Some people just don't have the necessary cards for life, and I'm one of them. Just doing whatever I can to live and cope with life.
Not possible for me. It's very hard to watch couples enjoying their lives while I rot like a ghost in living death.
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Fuck man. Most cels don’t wanna work. I don’t either but kinda have to. A part time job is fine tho 20 hours a week is good cope bucks and if u are neeting u can invest your savings. Just do that for 20 years and u will have robot gf.
It's possible if you want it enough. The two alternatives are suicide or a life of misery.
I'm very close to suicide.
Read through my threads. I don't cope at all.wait really how do you cope
Likewise. I'm a few years ahead of you. I'd love to even go back to 32. But the closer you get to suicide, the more you realise how impossible suicide is.
Not that impossible.
same, and still seen as a boy, brutal
Yah, it's a fucking dark comedy at this point. I'm practically 30 and NEET as well, so I definitely get you, bro.
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That's just the life we are living. Life is a cruel existence.
There's a reason the average age of suicide is late 40s. It's very, very hard to do. Because it's so irrational.
I want the power of 666
bruh just imagine it could be better
Shit man. I hope you decide not to do it. That's all I can say.
I know it's not just literally the sex, it's also the evaluation of you as not quite *enough* that that represents.
This might sound to you like bluepilled nonsense now, but a time might come when you feel like you have some accomplishments in life, even though no woman wanted to fuck you. And you have some sort of life, and some sort of value, separate from the fact that no woman wanted to fuck you. You might find that the feelings of missing out fade and shrink, just a bit, but to a bearable level.
I know I'm often at my most down and out, late at night when I'm tired. And things usually feel more achievable in the morning. So now I try to cling to that morning mood, remind myself that I will most likely feel better in the morning.
I know it's not just literally the sex, it's also the evaluation of you as not quite *enough* that that represents.
This might sound to you like bluepilled nonsense now, but a time might come when you feel like you have some accomplishments in life, even though no woman wanted to fuck you. And you have some sort of life, and some sort of value, separate from the fact that no woman wanted to fuck you. You might find that the feelings of missing out fade and shrink, just a bit, but to a bearable level.
I know I'm often at my most down and out, late at night when I'm tired. And things usually feel more achievable in the morning. So now I try to cling to that morning mood, remind myself that I will most likely feel better in the morning.
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