Venting I feel like crying

[hindercel]

I feel I have brutally failed at life. I’m a genetic failure who gets life mogged by little children. I have no idea why I’m here.

My life goal was to have a wife and child. I realized that I can’t because of how I look. For the past two years ish my life has been a scramble to find any way to fix my face and surgery is just too expensive and time is running out.

Im a kissless adult male who is just subhuman looking I despise the idea of being me. I fucking hate hate hate that I was born this way.

I hate the cope that I am fed by normies. I can’t even go to church because I look like a fucking freak and I hate that too.


I just want to stab myself in the throat

 

[Max Doltman]

they in high school smarter stronger fucking more than ever. retards stuck here

 

[AutistSupremacist]

We are long passed the point of crying. As a man it's best to only discuss your sadness with other men online than anyone irl.

 

[hindercel]

We are long passed the point of crying. As a man it's best to only discuss your sadness with other men online than anyone irl.

True to that. Nobody can help. Speaking about your feeling only shames you more.

 

[Deleted Member 8090]

I felt like this when I was gray but you mellow out I think

 

[xxectrapieces]

Even middle school kids are lifemogging me everyday

When I do have to work, I have to go by noonish. I have to pass by a middle school and elementary school on my way there. I see middle schoolers taller than me, and holding foids hands walking out the gates as it's time for them to go home.

I fucking hate driving past it. I'm looking for new routes to get to work even if they're longer just to avoid driving past that school.

 

[xxectrapieces]

I felt like this when I was gray but you mellow out I think

 

[xxectrapieces]

they in high school smarter stronger fucking more than ever. retards stuck here

 

[Zeref]

Go ahead and cry, it's alright.

 

[RandomGuy]

I try to sleep it off. Short naps during the day seem to help.

 

[Sir Silentium]

We are long passed the point of crying. As a man it's best to only discuss your sadness with other men online than anyone irl.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Nothing wrong with crying
It's only normal, especially while facing Inceldom

 

[hindercel]

I try to sleep it off. Short naps during the day seem to help.

Never helps me

 

[hindercel]

Nothing wrong with crying
It's only normal, especially while facing Inceldom

I have never let myself cry I’d feel even more defeated

 

[Emba]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VGEMjjdyeTc

 

[hindercel]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VGEMjjdyeTc

Thanks for this I really like it.

 

[Emba]

Thanks for this I really like it.

Rembrandt is funny

 

[Punished Watcher]

I can’t even go to church because I look like a fucking freak and I hate that too.

Eh, modern churches despise single men, anyway. I was brought up going to church, as many boys from the Southern US are, but as I got older, it changed. By the time I finished high school, I began to be treated differently. Gay accusations followed me around because I didn't have a girlfriend, and the leadership made disparaging comments about how young men were the problem with modern dating. I guess I should take it as a compliment that they thought, "If he's single at 17, it must be because he's gay!", and not just because I'm unattractive.

My point is, Man is a spiritual being, and you should absolutely keep the Faith, but modern churches have become far too worldly for guys like us to be welcomed, anymore. I read through Ecclesiastes and Paul's letters last year and learned far more, and was far more spiritually fulfilled, than by years of attending youth group.

 

[hindercel]

Eh, modern churches despise single men, anyway. I was brought up going to church, as many boys from the Southern US are, but as I got older, it changed. By the time I finished high school, I began to be treated differently. Gay accusations followed me around because I didn't have a girlfriend, and the leadership made disparaging comments about how young men were the problem with modern dating. I guess I should take it as a compliment that they thought, "If he's single at 17, it must be because he's gay!", and not just because I'm unattractive.

My point is, Man is a spiritual being, and you should absolutely keep the Faith, but modern churches have become far too worldly for guys like us to be welcomed, anymore. I read through Ecclesiastes and Paul's letters last year and learned far more, and was far more spiritually fulfilled, than by years of attending youth group.

Very well spoken. Thanks.

 

[EcstasyCel]

I wish I could cry more often.

 

[Punished Watcher]

Very well spoken. Thanks.

No problem, brocel. Life's a bitch for us, but there's a Light at the end of the tunnel.

 

[DutchCel01]

I feel I have brutally failed at life. I’m a genetic failure who gets life mogged by little children. I have no idea why I’m here.

My life goal was to have a wife and child. I realized that I can’t because of how I look. For the past two years ish my life has been a scramble to find any way to fix my face and surgery is just too expensive and time is running out.

Im a kissless adult male who is just subhuman looking I despise the idea of being me. I fucking hate hate hate that I was born this way.

I hate the cope that I am fed by normies. I can’t even go to church because I look like a fucking freak and I hate that too.


I just want to stab myself in the throat

I feel you on that friend i feel the same. I looked at surgeries but im far too poor, mentally ill, and unemployed too. I would need multiple too. In 10 years i wouldnt have the money if i dont work which i cant due to various factors.

 

[DutchCel01]

I feel you on that friend i feel the same. I looked at surgeries but im far too poor, mentally ill, and unemployed too. I would need multiple too. In 10 years i wouldnt have the money if i dont work which i cant due to various factors.

I was at the barber a few weeks ago and remembert all of it when i looked in the mirror there for the first time in weeks. No wonder i ended up here when 95% of men mog the dogshit out of me.

 

[Cuckoja]

Same man. All i wanted in life was to have what everyone else have. I feel so cursed.

 

[DutchCel01]

I was at the barber a few weeks ago and remembert all of it when i looked in the mirror there for the first time in weeks. No wonder i ended up here when 95% of men mog the dogshit out of me.

My facial bones are so underdeveloped its unbelievable really. I look in the mirror sometimes in disbelief that this is the face and body i got given. My entire back chest arms and face are filled with acne scars and acne, especially on my back its cyst like.

 

[DutchCel01]

My facial bones are so underdeveloped its unbelievable really. I look in the mirror sometimes in disbelief that this is the face and body i got given. My entire back chest arms and face are filled with acne scars and acne, especially on my back its cyst like.

And to top it off i cant grow any decent beard to save my life cause just fuck me i guess cant even hide my flaws

 

[Mohamedömar]

I feel I have brutally failed at life. I’m a genetic failure who gets life mogged by little children. I have no idea why I’m here.

My life goal was to have a wife and child. I realized that I can’t because of how I look. For the past two years ish my life has been a scramble to find any way to fix my face and surgery is just too expensive and time is running out.

Im a kissless adult male who is just subhuman looking I despise the idea of being me. I fucking hate hate hate that I was born this way.

I hate the cope that I am fed by normies. I can’t even go to church because I look like a fucking freak and I hate that too.


I just want to stab myself in the throat

Brutal life
I feel your pain bro

 

[Mohamedömar]

As a man it's best to only discuss your sadness with other men online than anyone irl

agree

 

[Mohamedömar]

Same man. All i wanted in life was to have what everyone else have. I feel so cursed.

 

[hindercel]

Same man. All i wanted in life was to have what everyone else have. I feel so cursed.

Feeling cursed is something I relate to a lot.