Everyone is driven by anger, sadness or love and I'm just doing what I find to be most logical. Everyone is controlled by their emotions and they don't really effect me that much. I can never fit in well. Other people are obsessed with making friends and all I can think of is the long run. What am I gonna do in the long run of my life? Will I go overseas? What's the point in life outside momentarily pleasure. It's hard existing when you don't feel any love towards anyone or any sadness. Just emptiness and when ever I bring it up people call me edgy then I feel the one emotion I always manage to control which is rage. Rage they mock me while I mentally rot from myself being different than them.
