There's hardly anything more unpleasant to my mind than having sex or being in a relationship with a woman. It makes my skin crawl.
I don't have anything in common with any woman, and I worry about how overstimulating sex will be (physically speaking). I don't know how I'll ever make up for all the ten years of sex I've should've had by now, and it'll take a long time for me to finally make up for so many things i missed out on. Public sex, various kinds of positions, a craziest sex story, knowing what i like or don't like, being able to teach experienced new partners new things, etc. I will probably have to retire late, and I struggle with finding jobs, and i don't have much money. I'll have to have money and she'll expect me to pay for everything and go traveling with her and do so many things with her that will be bore the shit out of me. I don't even enjoy talking to women. They're boring. I never understood how men enjoy talking to them. Even hanging out with psychopaths and neo-Nazis was more enjoyable.
Sex will take too long to get used to, and i probably won't even last 2 seconds my first time. it'll take forever for me to build my sexual stamina and i'll have to figure out how to give "good oral". It's going to be exhausting to learn the ropes for the first year, and i struggle becoming accustomed to a new task, especially if i didn't learn it early enough in life. Trying a relationship for the first time will suck, and i hate how by my age, people are now looking to settle down soon, and i really don't want to. Even becoming a parent and passing my subhuman genetics onto the offspring will be terrifying. I don't think i'd be able to take care of kids and I don't think I can have biological kids. I'd have to adopt. I don't want an autistic child.
I don't have anything in common with any woman, and I worry about how overstimulating sex will be (physically speaking). I don't know how I'll ever make up for all the ten years of sex I've should've had by now, and it'll take a long time for me to finally make up for so many things i missed out on. Public sex, various kinds of positions, a craziest sex story, knowing what i like or don't like, being able to teach experienced new partners new things, etc. I will probably have to retire late, and I struggle with finding jobs, and i don't have much money. I'll have to have money and she'll expect me to pay for everything and go traveling with her and do so many things with her that will be bore the shit out of me. I don't even enjoy talking to women. They're boring. I never understood how men enjoy talking to them. Even hanging out with psychopaths and neo-Nazis was more enjoyable.
Sex will take too long to get used to, and i probably won't even last 2 seconds my first time. it'll take forever for me to build my sexual stamina and i'll have to figure out how to give "good oral". It's going to be exhausting to learn the ropes for the first year, and i struggle becoming accustomed to a new task, especially if i didn't learn it early enough in life. Trying a relationship for the first time will suck, and i hate how by my age, people are now looking to settle down soon, and i really don't want to. Even becoming a parent and passing my subhuman genetics onto the offspring will be terrifying. I don't think i'd be able to take care of kids and I don't think I can have biological kids. I'd have to adopt. I don't want an autistic child.
