Lv99_BixNood
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Sometimes I just feel like I am no different than all those horrible men in the news. As if I am some sort of monster trying to keep myself hidden. I don't even trust my future self anymore. What if I turn out to be abusive myself? What if I am actually someone horrible just trying to act as if I am good. In the very few cases where a girl shows any attempt to get close to me, I try to push them away myself as if I am protecting them in a way. Sometimes my thoughts go as far as to suggest that straight women are prisoners of their own sexuality and being with them would only be taking advantage of that.