SuicideFuel I feel as if my life has come crashing down, and I feel less attracted to women.

[MHCheese454]

I'm only 18, but I've been through all of the stages. Depression, times where I would just beat myself in the knee and face, divorced parents, Dad gone with the milk, don't have contact with him, suicidal thoughts, trying and failing anyways.

However, despite that, I'm not actually going to unalive myself, because I feel grateful knowing that there's brocels who relate to what I've experienced.

So stuff happened, I feel crap. My ugly face only amplifies that.

I've also noticed I'm just fed up with female hypocrisy. No, I'm not a closet fag. No, I'm not asexual. Maybe you relate to this too. I don't even feel the point in jerking off. Because female nature is just so annoying. When I try to jerk off, I can't, because why feel lust if I'm never going to get laid? I don't develop crushes or sexual fantasies of girls because "Why bother?", "What's the point?" Before I would be horny, trying to peak glances at girls, but now I don't want to. I don't see the point in doing so. Why simp, when she feels disgust?

Women are like annoying, children. I went on the monkey app a couple days ago again because I guess I just like being called ugly as a way of making myself feel more shit, and they acted like children. Some fat chick was doing a tiktok dance with her friend, I didn't even say anything, then girl just started laughing like crazy, "You look like an eel!" with more laughter. I literally said "Ok", and she was jumping all around like a child. I'm ugly, ok? Relax nigga, no need to jump around like a clown. I didn't even insult her back. I said "Ok.", skipped, and that was it.

It's just a headache. I guess I just want peace at this point. I don't hate women, yet I don't feel attracted to them. In my head, it's like an annoying kid who doesn't know what they're doing.

Because women are more emotional-based, I guess.

I guess before the internet, as a child, I interpreted women in my head to be feminine, quiet, respectful, empathetic and mature. But after being exposed to the internet, most women are confrontational, bratty, rude, immature, and overall annoying.

Unless you're a chad, then they swoon over you.

Am I just salty? Maybe. It's weird. I used to develop massive crushes on girls, literally do the whole relationship in head thing, but now I'm like meh. I don't care. i'm not going to simp. I'm not going to put women on a pedestal because they wouldn't give me the time of day, I'm not going to hate women because I wouldn't hate a child, and yeah, I'm just annoyed with women, and tired of my shitty situation, in which my family is broken, my face is broken, my mental health is broken, and the genuine desire to do something with my life, that I once had, is broken.

 

[copemaxx9002]

I'm only 18, but I've been through all of the stages. Depression, times where I would just beat myself in the knee and face, divorced parents, Dad gone with the milk, don't have contact with him, suicidal thoughts, trying and failing anyways.

However, despite that, I'm not actually going to unalive myself, because I feel grateful knowing that there's brocels who relate to what I've experienced.

So stuff happened, I feel crap. My ugly face only amplifies that.

I've also noticed I'm just fed up with female hypocrisy. No, I'm not a closet fag. No, I'm not asexual. Maybe you relate to this too. I don't even feel the point in jerking off. Because female nature is just so annoying. When I try to jerk off, I can't, because why feel lust if I'm never going to get laid? I don't develop crushes or sexual fantasies of girls because "Why bother?", "What's the point?" Before I would be horny, trying to peak glances at girls, but now I don't want to. I don't see the point in doing so. Why simp, when she feels disgust?

Women are like annoying, children. I went on the monkey app a couple days ago again because I guess I just like being called ugly as a way of making myself feel more shit, and they acted like children. Some fat chick was doing a tiktok dance with her friend, I didn't even say anything, then girl just started laughing like crazy, "You look like an eel!" with more laughter. I literally said "Ok", and she was jumping all around like a child. I'm ugly, ok? Relax nigga, no need to jump around like a clown. I didn't even insult her back. I said "Ok.", skipped, and that was it.

It's just a headache. I guess I just want peace at this point. I don't hate women, yet I don't feel attracted to them. In my head, it's like an annoying kid who doesn't know what they're doing.

Because women are more emotional-based, I guess.

I guess before the internet, as a child, I interpreted women in my head to be feminine, quiet, respectful, empathetic and mature. But after being exposed to the internet, most women are confrontational, bratty, rude, immature, and overall annoying.

Unless you're a chad, then they swoon over you.

Am I just salty? Maybe. It's weird. I used to develop massive crushes on girls, literally do the whole relationship in head thing, but now I'm like meh. I don't care. i'm not going to simp. I'm not going to put women on a pedestal because they wouldn't give me the time of day, I'm not going to hate women because I wouldn't hate a child, and yeah, I'm just annoyed with women, and tired of my shitty situation, in which my family is broken, my face is broken, my mental health is broken, and the genuine desire to do something with my life, that I once had, is broken.

its just one of the many copes men have. pretending we dont care about having something has always been a common male cope. stoicism cope.

 

[copemaxx9002]

its just one of the many copes men have. pretending we dont care about having something has always been a common male cope. stoicism cope.

and you being blackpilled has showed you their true nature. so it makes sense you feel less attracted to them. you see beyond the veil of beauty and makeup. its actually probably a good thing.

 

[MHCheese454]

and you being blackpilled has showed you their true nature. so it makes sense you feel less attracted to them. you see beyond the veil of beauty and makeup. its actually probably a good thing.

True, it's better than being a bluepilled simp who'll get rejected, over and over, yet still sacrifice everything to try and gain a crumb of pussy.

I have enough self respect to say, "Yeah, fuck that. Women are shallow and vain. I've accepted that."

 

[Reize]

It trully never began...

 

[copemaxx9002]

It trully never began...

 

[aswellfella]

Google "tyrst escort" and contact one of the ladies using imessage (also buy an iphone off amazon because they don't trust "green text messages" --meaning sent from android)

Then lose your virginity as a teenager, wish I could've done that.

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

no point in being atracted to women anyways they dont even see me as equal they despise me when i come there way

 

[WhitePilledRage]

I'm only 18, but I've been through all of the stages. Depression, times where I would just beat myself in the knee and face, divorced parents, Dad gone with the milk, don't have contact with him, suicidal thoughts, trying and failing anyways.

However, despite that, I'm not actually going to unalive myself, because I feel grateful knowing that there's brocels who relate to what I've experienced.

So stuff happened, I feel crap. My ugly face only amplifies that.

I've also noticed I'm just fed up with female hypocrisy. No, I'm not a closet fag. No, I'm not asexual. Maybe you relate to this too. I don't even feel the point in jerking off. Because female nature is just so annoying. When I try to jerk off, I can't, because why feel lust if I'm never going to get laid? I don't develop crushes or sexual fantasies of girls because "Why bother?", "What's the point?" Before I would be horny, trying to peak glances at girls, but now I don't want to. I don't see the point in doing so. Why simp, when she feels disgust?

Women are like annoying, children. I went on the monkey app a couple days ago again because I guess I just like being called ugly as a way of making myself feel more shit, and they acted like children. Some fat chick was doing a tiktok dance with her friend, I didn't even say anything, then girl just started laughing like crazy, "You look like an eel!" with more laughter. I literally said "Ok", and she was jumping all around like a child. I'm ugly, ok? Relax nigga, no need to jump around like a clown. I didn't even insult her back. I said "Ok.", skipped, and that was it.

It's just a headache. I guess I just want peace at this point. I don't hate women, yet I don't feel attracted to them. In my head, it's like an annoying kid who doesn't know what they're doing.

Because women are more emotional-based, I guess.

I guess before the internet, as a child, I interpreted women in my head to be feminine, quiet, respectful, empathetic and mature. But after being exposed to the internet, most women are confrontational, bratty, rude, immature, and overall annoying.

Unless you're a chad, then they swoon over you.

Am I just salty? Maybe. It's weird. I used to develop massive crushes on girls, literally do the whole relationship in head thing, but now I'm like meh. I don't care. i'm not going to simp. I'm not going to put women on a pedestal because they wouldn't give me the time of day, I'm not going to hate women because I wouldn't hate a child, and yeah, I'm just annoyed with women, and tired of my shitty situation, in which my family is broken, my face is broken, my mental health is broken, and the genuine desire to do something with my life, that I once had, is broken.

Depression will definitely kill your sex drive. I didn't fap for almost a week before yesterday due to anger, thirst for revenge and conflict with others. I used to want to ascend to being a Tinder slayer and go to bars and see if a cougar or younger foid turns around and says hi to me. Now, I just want to kill my enemies. At your rate, it sounds like you'll be a hermit before your 30.

no point in being atracted to women anyways they dont even see me as equal they despise me when i come there way

I really hate old white bitches because they look down at the ground when passing me on the bike path/sidwalk, and one old white whore even moved onto the grass even though there was plenty of space on the bike path for me not to hit her. I feel like a cuck for not going back and throwing a rock at that old white slut's skull. I try to be an asshole to bitches as much as I can like trying to run them over on my bicycle.

 

[MHCheese454]

Depression will definitely kill your sex drive. I didn't fap for almost a week before yesterday due to anger, thirst for revenge and conflict with others. I used to want to ascend to being a Tinder slayer and go to bars and see if a cougar or younger foid turns around and says hi to me. Now, I just want to kill my enemies. At your rate, it sounds like you'll be a hermit before your 30.

Depression probably has something to do with it. I won't be a complete hermit as in never going outside, but I do accept that the pursuit of women is a futile endeavor.

 

[MHCheese454]

It trully never began...

Factual. Your fate was determined from birth.

 

[Izayacel]

"You look like an eel!" with more laughter. I literally said "Ok", and she was jumping all around like a child. I'm ugly, ok? Relax nigga, no need to jump around like a clown. I didn't even insult her back. I said "Ok.", skipped, and that was it.

Based . Not taking Woman to Serious or Serious at all is a Good Relief . Remember if your where Taller and had a Slightly Better Face . You could have fucked her .

 

[MHCheese454]

Based . Not taking Woman to Serious or Serious at all is a Good Relief . Remember if your where Taller and had a Slightly Better Face . You could have fucked her .

It obviously still hurts, but I try my best to move on, because there's no point in dwelling on something in the past which I can't control.

And that bitch was just immature, also.

But I agree with you, it's best to try and not to take these girls seriously.

 

[Esoteric7]

I guess before the internet, as a child, I interpreted women in my head to be feminine, quiet, respectful, empathetic and mature. But after being exposed to the internet, most women are confrontational, bratty, rude, immature, and overall annoying.