Pancakecel
Cope or rope, that is all.
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- Jan 16, 2021
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Everytime I go out in public every other person either glares at me, looks visibly uncomfortable when approaching, or even grins/ mutters some shit as they go past me.
In my last office based job other than when people wanted technical support I was ignored, or glared at by my so called colleagues. One time I walked into one of the main rooms where all the foids/ normal fags congregate and everyone just went silent, then I went back to my room next door and I could hear one of them just blurt out he looks weird and then another person saying "it's the eyes" and a few of them started laughing.
I work from home and only ever go out to buy booze (and even recently I have just been ordering that online).
In this job they wanted me to come into the office for a day so everyone could meet, and I just made up I'm a carer who cannot leave the house because my mom is retarded and needs constant care, so I can't travel.
Even when we have online meetings, when I have been forced to turn my web cam on I have noticed some people have the same reaction as when I'm in public. Someone made a comment like "thanks for turning your webcam on, I know it's tough for you" and a few people giggled.
I genuinely feel like someone has put a curse on me or something, my mind is in over drive just always thinking about bad past experiences and drinking is the only thing that brings temporary relief from it.
This existence is utter shit.
In my last office based job other than when people wanted technical support I was ignored, or glared at by my so called colleagues. One time I walked into one of the main rooms where all the foids/ normal fags congregate and everyone just went silent, then I went back to my room next door and I could hear one of them just blurt out he looks weird and then another person saying "it's the eyes" and a few of them started laughing.
I work from home and only ever go out to buy booze (and even recently I have just been ordering that online).
In this job they wanted me to come into the office for a day so everyone could meet, and I just made up I'm a carer who cannot leave the house because my mom is retarded and needs constant care, so I can't travel.
Even when we have online meetings, when I have been forced to turn my web cam on I have noticed some people have the same reaction as when I'm in public. Someone made a comment like "thanks for turning your webcam on, I know it's tough for you" and a few people giggled.
I genuinely feel like someone has put a curse on me or something, my mind is in over drive just always thinking about bad past experiences and drinking is the only thing that brings temporary relief from it.
This existence is utter shit.