SuicideFuel I drove by my coworker's party

[Coyote Cooch]

last weekend my coworker had a party, and she invited everyone from the office, but never told me about it directly. she invited another coworker right in front of me, giving her the address and all the details. I honestly wasn't sure if she was talking to both of us or not. I posted about it here and everyone who commented told me not to go.

idk why but I decided to drive by her house when I knew the party was happening. I drove by the front and couldn't really see anything, then drove down the back lane. everyone was back there (she just has a low chain link fence so you can see the entire back yard) sitting around a fire. they were all laughing and drunk already, teasing each other and being obnoxious and stupid. and it was EVERYONE from the office, but me.

I thought maybe someone would have mentioned it to me after being at work this week. I had my fingers crossed that she would say "hey, we missed you at the party" or something. but no one has said a single thing to me about it.

when I got home from work yesterday I tried to distract myself from my rage by playing games, but I just ended up breaking my controller and smashing my TV.

I don't fucking get it. yes I'm autistic and ugly as fuck. but I'm not a bad person and I can have fun just like everyone else. at worst I can be content just sitting in a group and keeping to myself. why the fuck am I excluded from everything.

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

Shalom IT

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Shalom IT

IT can goon over this post all they want. she announced her address and party info while I was standing right by her. all I did was drive by. literal nothing burger.

 

[sk.feelsdevil]

Bruuutal if true

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Bruuutal if true

I wish I was larping.

 

[sk.feelsdevil]

I wish I was larping.

Damn, that is so fucking sad. Makes me not want to start working, perhaps foids will act equally shitty with me.

 

[antisocialcel]

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Damn, that is so fucking sad. Makes me not want to start working, perhaps foids will act equally shitty with me.

I thought working in IT would mean I'd be alone a lot, just doing my own projects. turns out the only jobs you can get here are highly social. I work in an office for half the day, then the other half of the day I have to travel to different job sites, and meet new people to treat me like shit. it's fucking horrendous. just NEET if you can.

 

[Bane6]

That's brutal man.
That happened to me at school, college and if I get a job the same thing would surely happen to me.

 

[Poindexter]

Brutal bro

That shit happened to me so many times

Foids and Normies are cruel

 

[Mr Black]

heh, you just fogot to drink your daily cup of confidence buddy. Nothing to do with the autism bro trust.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Brutal bro

That shit happened to me so many times

Foids and Normies are cruel

I'm sorry you've been through this too, but it's kind of comforting knowing I'm not the only one. their cruelty is an epidemic.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

That's brutal man.
That happened to me at school, college and if I get a job the same thing would surely happen to me.

don't get a job, just NEET. I hope I can make the switch one day.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

High school never ends.

Everyone has fun except us.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

High school never ends.

Everyone has fun except us.

I was homeschooled and most of my college training was remote. this has been a horrific awakening for me.

 

[Excluded]

why the fuck am I excluded

No, i am

 

[Mailercel]

Brutal

 

[citycel]

It’s over

 

[LeFrenchCel]

I was homeschooled and most of my college training was remote. this has been a horrific awakening for me.

Might be a blessing in some way since you didn't have to see all of your classmates hanging out together and talking about sex all the time

 

[xhainsawe]

last weekend my coworker had a party, and she invited everyone from the office, but never told me about it directly. she invited another coworker right in front of me, giving her the address and all the details. I honestly wasn't sure if she was talking to both of us or not. I posted about it here and everyone who commented told me not to go.

idk why but I decided to drive by her house when I knew the party was happening. I drove by the front and couldn't really see anything, then drove down the back lane. everyone was back there (she just has a low chain link fence so you can see the entire back yard) sitting around a fire. they were all laughing and drunk already, teasing each other and being obnoxious and stupid. and it was EVERYONE from the office, but me.

I thought maybe someone would have mentioned it to me after being at work this week. I had my fingers crossed that she would say "hey, we missed you at the party" or something. but no one has said a single thing to me about it.

when I got home from work yesterday I tried to distract myself from my rage by playing games, but I just ended up breaking my controller and smashing my TV.

I don't fucking get it. yes I'm autistic and ugly as fuck. but I'm not a bad person and I can have fun just like everyone else. at worst I can be content just sitting in a group and keeping to myself. why the fuck am I excluded from everything.

Females are evil

 

[BlueCore]

Watch reddit say it was your personality and attitude

 

[Vakasneb3856]

Just note down who these people are, so you can find ways to fuck with them if you want in the future. To invite someone in front of you but not invite you is intentionally cruel. Don't view them as people.

 

[Sir Silentium]

Always call the cops on house parties. Say there are underage individuals drinking alcohol or that you can smell weed. Works everytime.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Might be a blessing in some way since you didn't have to see all of your classmates hanging out together and talking about sex all the time

it's really weird, I never know how to feel about it now. I know I skipped out on a fuck ton of bullying and awful shit by being homeschooled. but at the same time it made me completely blindsided and unprepared to deal with how horrifically the real world would inevitably treat me. before I started working I actually thought I would have a future to look forward to.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Watch reddit say it was your personality and attitude

yep, classic.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Just note down who these people are, so you can find ways to fuck with them if you want in the future. To invite someone in front of you but not invite you is intentionally cruel. Don't view them as people.

I'm definitely going to start taking notes. sounds like a good cope at least. I have a hard time still not viewing assholes like this as people though. but I'm trying to get there.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Always call the cops on house parties. Say there are underage individuals drinking alcohol or that you can smell weed. Works everytime.

based, I'll do this next time.

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

High school never ends.

Everyone has fun except us.

TRVTH NUKE

 

[Vakasneb3856]

Always call the cops on house parties. Say there are underage individuals drinking alcohol or that you can smell weed. Works everytime.

 

[BlueCore]

Always call the cops on house parties. Say there are underage individuals drinking alcohol or that you can smell weed. Works everytime.

Based

 

[Small Balls Messiah]

Brutal man, if that happened to me I would truly never recover. Though similar has happened but not on that scale of BRUTAL.

 

[Sir Silentium]

based, I'll do this next time.

Good stuff. They never used to let me in and yell out abuse, so I resulted to this.

 

[Izayacel]

Watch reddit say it was your personality and attitude

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Brutal man, if that happened to me I would truly never recover. Though similar has happened but not on that scale of BRUTAL.

yeah I really don't know how to get over this when I have to work with these assholes every day.

 

[ColderManTruce]

Bro these kinds of people are everywhere. I experienced this all throughout my life. Even when I was a kid. Everyone(normies) never invite me to any events

 

[Zero53]

I wouldn't have gone even if invited

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I thought maybe someone would have mentioned it to me after being at work this week. I had my fingers crossed that she would say "hey, we missed you at the party" or something. but no one has said a single thing to me about it.

Truly fucking brutal.

when I got home from work yesterday I tried to distract myself from my rage by playing games, but I just ended up breaking my controller and smashing my TV.

I can relate to that. No amount of copes are able to help with your intense rage of being left out and seen as invisible. Sorry to hear about your TV, I've smashed a lot of controllers too. People blame it on "gamer rage" when in reality we're raging about something that happened to us irl, and video games still aren't enough to escape. That's why we're raging.

yes I'm autistic and ugly as fuck. but I'm not a bad person and I can have fun just like everyone else. at worst I can be content just sitting in a group and keeping to myself. why the fuck am I excluded from everything.

Not only because of the way we look, but also because of our autism. People don't want to put in the work to try and understand us, they'd rather cast us aside.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

Bro these kinds of people are everywhere. I experienced this all throughout my life. Even when I was a kid. Everyone(normies) never invite me to any events

this was the first time anything like this happened to me, but that's probably because I was homeschooled, did online college, and my only "friends" are family members. I'm starting to realize this would have been my whole life if I had actually been in public school or whatever.

 

[Coyote Cooch]

I wouldn't have gone even if invited

you think it would just be a set up for humiliation?

 

[Coyote Cooch]

People blame it on "gamer rage" when in reality we're raging about something that happened to us irl, and video games still aren't enough to escape. That's why we're raging.

exactly this. I'm not even a huge gamer, it's just one of the few distractions I have left, and now that's not even working. fucking stupid normies blaming video games on shit so they can blatantly ignore the way people like us are mistreated instead of addressing the real issues.

 

[ColderManTruce]

this was the first time anything like this happened to me, but that's probably because I was homeschooled, did online college, and my only "friends" are family members. I'm starting to realize this would have been my whole life if I had actually been in public school or whatever.

Ah fair I guess. That's a bit better than my experiences cuz mine were just straightup suifuel

 

[sadcelo]

brutal

 

[Super Nigger Boy]

Fakecel if you are getting invites to parties tbh