senses fail
cant find a meaning if there isnt one
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last night I dreamt that one of my high school crushes taught me how to cuddle her. IRL, I hardly talked to her because she was bitchy but she was incredibly nice to me in my dream, almost like I wasn't me but seeing through a chad's eyes.
The details are getting foggier as the day progresses but I distinctly wont forget the way she put my hand on her waist as I lied there with her in my arms. I have never felt true happiness and safety like I did in that moment last night. She kissed me on my neck and said something about loving the moment and promptly after I woke up because life loves these sick jokes. I wake up as lonely and as forgotten as I 've always been. Another day of ldaring it is.
We'll never know teenage love. We'll never get to explore each other and ourselves as we both venture into our new lives together. We've been left behind by the world and they hate us for who they made. I am so sick of waking up like this
The details are getting foggier as the day progresses but I distinctly wont forget the way she put my hand on her waist as I lied there with her in my arms. I have never felt true happiness and safety like I did in that moment last night. She kissed me on my neck and said something about loving the moment and promptly after I woke up because life loves these sick jokes. I wake up as lonely and as forgotten as I 've always been. Another day of ldaring it is.
We'll never know teenage love. We'll never get to explore each other and ourselves as we both venture into our new lives together. We've been left behind by the world and they hate us for who they made. I am so sick of waking up like this